I hate myself.
I hate how I acted with you.
I hate how I can’t speak my mind.
I hate how I have to hold everything back.
I hate how I’m not allowed to speak.
I hate how I’m not allowed to be me.
I hate how everyone tries to hold me back.
I just want to be me,
Is that not good enough for you?
Am I not allowed to show you up?
Am I not allowed to prove my feelings?
Am I not allowed to be better than anyone?
Am I not allowed to be happy?
