Things are meant to be (camren)

Chapter 15

Camila Pov 

 4 days, it's been 4 days since i've had any contact with lauren, she said she would text me but i guess she was lying.

 C.O.N.F.U.S.I.N.G is the right word to describe her, one day she is all sweet with me callin' me pet names that makes my heart fluttered and then the other she act all weird and it feels like we're strangers. 

 I know what all people must think yeah camila that's what happen when you "like" someone "pretty" but i mean she can be as pretty as she wants but she doesn't ha to be all bipolar like that, the worst is that even she act like complete ass and i feel lead on, i keep on wanting her so bad, not in a sexual way it's just more than that i feel a connection with her and i know that this type of connection is rare, so i keep on holding on what we have because it can feel so good sometimes.

I admit that it hurts when she ignore me like that because all i wanna do is to be with her, it feels like there's something pulling me to her, i wanna spend time with her doing every little things and i know i won't get to do that because i will never be with her.

 And what i think it's frustrating but it's sometimes driving me crazy is that i want her to be mine so bad, but i don't think she really wants to be with me, she is just so confusing i don't know what she wants. 

This girl is all over the place, she has flaws, she is just being her true self with me, because deep down i know that with other people she won't act that freely, even with her shitty mood swings i wanna spend the rest of my life with her, even tho she is trying to turn her back to me. ***********************************************************************************************A/N helloo people so it's just a little chapter about camila's thought. Next chapter things will happen 😏😉 guess what??