Things are meant to be (camren)

Chapter 24

Camila Pov.                                                                      « Camila? » i head lauren said when she touched my shoulder for me to turn around.       « Look at me camila » lauren gently whisper to me.                                                                                   But i refused to look at her, i wanted to forget that she exist and now i can't even do that because she is right in front of me.                            « Listen camila i didn't mean to say anything to hurt you, you were just being annoying and i didn't like it, you know how iam » lauren said to me and she hugging me from behind, making me feel love for a second but then i remembered all the rude things she said to me.      So i pushed her away and started to yell at her, i didn't want to be the vulnerable one , i didn't want her to have control over me, i wanted to show her that iam not some Dumbass who's giving in as soon as she starts to say sorry.            « No lauren! Go away from me! Ur like a poison, u run through my veins and ur kinda killing me! » i yelled at lauren looking at her like she was a monster. « Hey camila this is what u really think about me? See how u are being rude to me when iam trying to fix everything » lauren said with tears in her eyes. « Come on lauren stop playing ur sick games, ur not a victim here, you were the one being mean to me, did u forget? » i said to lauren. Honestly all i wanted to do right now is to run away from her.                                                                                  « Iam not playing any game camz, iam normal, just forget let's not fight » lauren begged me            « Lauren come here, look at me in the eyes and tell me that u really didn't mean all the things u said to me » i demanded to lauren, i was there standing right in front her in the dark but i could still feel the brightness of her eyes. Lauren approach me grabbed my face with both of her hands and said « believe me i really care so much about you, i don't want u to feel sad, all i want is for you to be happy but iam not good for you, we are not meant to be together iam bad and you are good, iam not capable of loving someone » with that being sad lauren kissed my cheek and went back at the house. Leaving me here alone in the dark.