Things are meant to be (camren)

Chapter 25

Lauren's Pov. After saying what i had to say to camila i left because i couldn't looked at her in the eyes after saying what i said. Truth to be told i really think that she doesn't deserve me and that we can't be together but i lied to her when i said iam incapable of loving, iam a coward, i don't want to try to fight for my love, i don't want to be different from others because i have feelings for a girl so i just act cold because this is what i do best, shutting people out. I ran away from camila and finally arrived at the cabin. « Hey lauren, did u find mila? » a concerned ally asked me. « Yes we talked, it's all fine ally » i smiled at ally and walked up the stairs to my room and decided to go to sleep. 1 hour later. I felt someone shaking me, who the fu*k is doing this, iam going to kill them. Then i head camila's voice «  lolo, lolo, hey can toby comme sleep with us » camila whispered in my hears. I opened my eyes and saw camila holding the puppy we found in the forest . « What do want camila?! » i asked her annoyed at her for waking me up.          « Toby is sad, he wanna sleep her in the room with us lolo » camila said to me.                               But she was for sure drunk by the way she talks, she can't even pronounce correctly, and she kinda forgot that we were fighting?                  « Okay camila, toby can sleep here, but get in the bed now and sleep ur drunk » i told camila and stand up to put her on the bed, because she didn't look like she understood what i said. So i walked her to the bed and helped her to remove her jeans, she laid on the bed but she was still not sleeping. « Camila it's time to sleep, close your eyes and iam going to turn off the lights » i gently said to camila.                            And i laid back in bed too.                                           And i felt camila sitting on top of me, she started to touch my boobs and grind on me.          I didn't know what to say anymore at this point.                                                                                 « camila stop, tomorrow when u won't be drunk u're going to blame me for it » i tried to convice her to stop what she is doing even tho i liked it.