only mine

This is all your fault

OMB readers! I'm so sorry for not updating. Sometimes I don't really have inspiration and umm should I make this novel without Amanda. Like do you guys want it to be yourselves? Comment if you like it better like that. Ex: ____ didn't know what she felt for Jonathan. Love you all and promise that the next chapter is going to be Amanda's POV. 😘

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Chapter 8

Jonathan's POV:

How did I end up so worried. In a hospital waiting room. Crying for my best friend?

This happened so quickly and I just felt really bad for Roxie. Her cut was way too deep, and by the time the ambulance came she had lost a massive amount of blood. Eveybody had gotten around her.

*flashback*

-fuck everything- she had said pushing down the knife. I stared at her still in the floor. The woman from the table where she got that knife started screaming really loudly and it just panicked me more.

Roxie had blacked out but she had not taking of the knife off her wrist so when she felled ot pushed in more. Everybody got around her as I got up and got near her. I tried my best not to faint because I just never liked blood. I started screaming for 911. A guy got his phone and dialed the number. He asked for the ambulance and then he hang up. I tried to take the knife out but I just couldn't see it. It made me feel very weak. I knew my pressure was lowering. I backed away but it felt wrong. I got near her and there was a big puddle of blood and then I noticed something. Her head was also bleeding. She must have hitted herself when she fell. But it wasn't bleeding that bad it was only like a few drops. She was still bleedimg though and I just cried. I couldn't take this. Just when I was about to back away I heard the ambulance siren. I stayed with her. The paramedics started getting down really fastly. Then I noticed that there was more people around and I just felt so mad. They had this look on their face. It was pity. I hated that and I knew Roxie did too. I knew that they were talking about her so I just turned around and said

-don't you all have something better to do? Like go and annoy your family or something?- I knew it made me look like an asshole, but I didn't care. They quickly ran off. I was already going inside the ambulence truck but a paramedic stopped me.

-I'm sorry son, family only.- I was so impatient by then I could only think of one thing to do.

- I am family, I'm her cousin from new york. I came to visit and she did this to herself. I need to go with her and call her parents at the hospital. Please sir I need to go with her.-

The man nodded and let me inside the truck. I had just noticed that they had taken off the knife.

*end of flashback*

I was still here, waiting for her. I had called her dad because I just couldn't speak to her mother knowing that she had done this to her. I also called Amanda to tell her to come but to not tell my mother. I needed my cousin here for some reason. Then I saw someone coming through the hall way. It was Roxie's mother.

-this is all your fault,- I screamed at her,- if Roxie dies I hope it stays in your conscience. I hope it reminds you everyday that you killed your daughter for a simple fuck!!- I just couldn't take it and I know I was rude but I was feeling rage when I said it. The woman only cried and she was going to slap me but I got her wrist and pushed her arm away. The doctor came out and asked me if I wanted to see her. I responded with a quick"yes," and ran to her room. Then I saw her. She was pale, looking out the window.

Yet, she was smiling.

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O my Bieber!!! Wasn't that just sad? Ugh there is a problem and the story just began like whuuuut??? I don't know I wanted to make it look weird and off. But hey every story needs a problem and I didn't want it to be between Amanda and Jonathan so yeah. Ughh it's gonna start blooming soon. O well anyways I gotta go. I have to clean my room -.- I hate cleaning. Sorry if I mispelled anything or any grammar errors. I am kind of in a hurry. Ok so comment and vote!!!