only mine

Marathon 3/3

Amanda's POV:

It was true. I didn't belong here. It was peaceful, beautiful, and fresh here. It was the opposite of me but yet it was all I ever wanted. I cried until there were no more tears. Then I smiled because I felt like it.

I put my head between my legs. I felt someone sitting beside me. It was Jonathan. He was looking forward. He was looking at the sky. I had just noticed that the sun was already coming out. How long have I been out? It must have at least been 3 hours.

-hi- I said figuring he must have followed me.

-hey- he said still looking at the horizon.

-it's very beautiful here you know?- I told him.

-yes it is,- he smiled at me. He was hugging his knees. He looked beautiful as the sun rays reflected on his blue paradise eyes. He was the most handsome boy I've ever seen. It was incredible how a giy who I just met had my whole trust in him. It had not been two whole days and yet here I was feeling weird in my stomach.

-today is friday and you should be getting ready for school.- I told him remembering what he had said just a few hours ago.

-I know but I just don't want to leave yet,- he said. I smiled. He stood up amd went over to the ocean. He put his feet in and closed his eyes.

-what are you thinking of?- I said from my spot at the sand. He still had his eyes closed and he inhaled through his nose.

-I'm thinking that I have always loved the way this beach smells.- he smiled. I wondered how his life was. I wondered if his life was as messed up as mine. I wondered how many bad days he has had in his life.

-what are you thinking of Amanda?- he said interrupting my thoughts. I didn't if I should be honest because I felt like he would laugh at me but I decided to tell him because I had nothing to loose.

-I was thinking if your life is as fucked up as mine.- bit he didn't even smile. He just looked down and said,

-I didn't know you had a very fucked up life,- he responded and I realised that I didn't know that either. Maybe it wasn't that bad. Maybe it was just that it was different and yes it had its bad days but there were good ones too.

This day is one I will never forget. This one will stay forever in my memory. Today is the best day since my dad left us.

-maybe it's not that bad but I have had very bad days when I just can't take it.- I said. He then walked up to me. He stood in front of me and then he embraced me in his arms. He made me feel so safe. I hugged him with all my strenght. I put my face in his shoulder. He smelled really good. His smell amd his embrace made me feel like I could possibly survive here.

Maybe this was my new beggining. A place where no one knows about my past and no one knows who I really am. Maybe this was the right place and maybe I did belong.

-you do belong here Amanda,- said Jonathan as if he had read my mind. He was still hugging me. It was so nice being here.

-you belong with me,- he said. And it was perfect.

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O my gosh!!!!!! What will she say?? What will happen after he said that?? OMB well I'm the only one that knows 😏 well I have to do some stuff now and I'm sorry if it took too long 😞 I tried my best because I do know they're very short but i didn't have so much inspiration. 😘😘 bye guys

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