only mine

Love?

Jonathan's POV:

I don't know what had made me said that but I had meant it. I wanted her to stay with me. Just with me. She looked at me. She had a serious face. She abruptly got up and started running. She grabbed her skateboard and she rode away.

I stood there. I saw the way her hair curls moved with the wind. She looked beautiful. I couldn't deny it. That was one thing I loved about her. Her hair. It danced with the wind and shone with the sun. It sang with the ocean and played with the sand.

She was beautiful in all kinds of ways. I wondered, am I in love? With my cousin?

Yet she was so different from me. She was a perfect angel sent to me from heaven. Or was she a mistake that was an obstacle in my life?

Was she a miracle or a curse? Was she my light or the darkness in my life? I wondered if she was right for me. She was everything someone would want. She was so different from Merliah. What if that's why I felt like this about her? What if it was because she was so different from the one girl I had thought I loved?

I sat in the sand and wondered and wondered. Something in my pocket started ringing. It was my phone.

*Phone Conversation*

-hello?

-Jonathan where are you?

-I'm sorry but I'm not going to school today.

-why is that?

-because I need to think.

-about what?

-stuff, Roxie, just leave me alone for the day okay?

-where are you Jonah?

-I'm somewhere.

-are you at the beach?

-maybe.- and I hung up.

*end of conversation*

I put my back to the sand and fell asleep thinking if this was love.

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Sorry for the short cap but like no one comments and no one really votes. I feel like maybe I should just give up and continue my other works. Maybe I'll delete this story.