Safety pin.

Lost my way

Whenever I see you
I can hear my heart singing
But it's not the same for you
My heart is slowly sinking
I ran far away
Till I don't even know my destination
I pretend it was okay
Because I was in a desperate position
I lost my way
While setting myself free
But day by day
It wasn't heaven that I see
I was alone
I didn't even know if this was the right choice
I was out of zone
I can't even hear my own voice
But I would rather be lost
Than be broken-hearted
Because you don't know how much it cost
For me to be in this darkness
To you I'm nothing
To you I'm just a girl
To me, you're everything
To me, you're just that one stupid crush that I'll ever have in my entire life so there's no point of having crushes when you don't even like me because my feelings will end up hurting.
And I admit,
I lost my way in your heart.
I lost my way, to find the room for me in your heart.
But there was none.

- 👑
10 December 2016