Safety pin.

One to ten

It's frustrating how people always expect me to be happy
They actually thought I was actually happy
But in reality, I'm not
I tried to put on my brave appearance
But I didn't know it could make a big distance
Between my happiness and sadness
It was tough, I admit
And my soul didn't feel complete
People ask me to think positively
But it is not as easy as they think it is
I don't even know when will this misery end
I'll continue to count from one to ten

- 12 January 2017