All of my life I thought I was something special. Only to know I was wrong. Not to sound like one of those snotty brats but I thought I was gonna be one of those pretty, nice, smart, popular, rich girl who did all the right things, dated all the right boys, wore all the right clothes .... well you get the point. Perfect.
As I grew up, I realized I was anything but all of those things. My dad recently started drinking and got 5 DWI's. It was the reasonhim and my mom got divorced. He was supposed to go to jail, but instead he was sent to this shock camp thing. Now, he only writes to me and my sister. I've actually wrote a couple of letters .. I just havent built up the courage to tell my mom and ask her to mail it out.
My mom is actually really supportive. Although she gets on my nerves sometimes .. what mom doesnt get on their kids nerves? She has been through soo much. Everything with my father, she owns 2 house .. one that were living in now and one that we used to live in with my dad. Shes a teacher so obviously she has trouble paying off all those bills. I try not to worry about it. Its not really any of my concern.
Anyways, the boy who changed my life. Alex Constancio. We met only about a year ago and I tell him EVERYTHING. I cant count the number of times ive called him crying about my dad, my mom, or just anything stupid and he would always hang up and i would just feel so much better. Weve also actually kissed a few times .. whoops. Whatever, i dont wanna be his girlfriend bit he definantly wants me to. You can tell also. Everytime im around him i try to talk and wait for a response and i look over and hes just gazing over at me. It takes me a few tries to snap him out of it but eventually he shakes his head and apologizes. "No problem, I know im irresistable", I would answer with a chuckle. I knew his dreamy best friend austin because ive met him afew times and lost myslef in his eyes a few times myself. Theyre just so dreamy. Anyways he has a girlfriend .. and im wayy to broken and ugly and just nothings right with me.
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He Rode the Roller Coaster // Austin Mahone
FanfictionEven though it's broken, he takes a chance on her. He rides the roller coaster that is her life. There may be a couple cracks. There may be a couple missing pieces, but he doesn't care.
