Power & Control (Harvey Specter fanfiction)

Chapter 20

"West 42nd & 11th please" I gave my address to the driver and got lost in my own thoughts looking out of the car window

"Actually... let's go to 3rd & East 42th"

"Sure miss" the driver replied and readjusted his GPS to our new destination

(...)

"Thank you" I said and got out of the car walking right into the reception area of the building I checked my phone before talking to the doorman and realized its was already 1 AM

"Good evening miss may I help you?" the gentleman in a pristine black uniform with some gray in his hair asked me as I tried to appear as sober as possible

"Hi, apartment 3010 please I'm Amelia Lewis" he smiled at me and rang up the intercom before announcing my name on the other end of the line and hanging up

"Go right up" he said and pointed me towards the elevators either he was being extremely polite and not making fun of my current state or I was doing a great job at hiding my intoxication I would like to think it was the latter

"Thank you" I entered the elevator and pressed the number 30 on the dashboard

As the red numbers on the screen in front of me increased I suddenly felt my heart pound in my chest and I wasn't as confident as I was when I first had this idea. I immediately realized I did not have a plan for what would happen next. The doors opened and I found myself questioning if I should just go down and leave. However, I quickly discarded that thought took a deep breath and walked out of the metal box. I walked up to apartment 3010, rang the doorbell and after a few seconds of waiting the door clicked open while I still had no freaking idea what I would say next.

"I have news" I said without saying hi and walking straight into the apartment and past Harvey

"I doubt that there's something so important that you had to tell me at 1 in the morning" he stood in front of me with his hands resting on his side but his tone sounded sarcastic and a little annoyed, maybe this wasn't such a great idea after all

"Fine if you don't want me to tell you I'll go" I said in a very composed tone of voice and started walking past Harvey heading straight for the door he extended his arm touching the wall and blocking my way to the exit

"Really?" he took a step closer guiding me towards the wall without me noticing "without getting what you came for?"he said in a low tone

"You seem to think that you know what I want but you're wrong" I put my hand over his chest and gave a light push

"Yeah I do" he inched his face towards me leaving almost no space between our faces

"And what did I came for exactly?" I tried to take a step back but I immediately felt the cold wall against my back

"For the fast, hard, make you scream at the top of your lungs type of sex that no Mr. Investment Banker can give you" he placed a hand on my waist

"You think so highly of yourself" I said as I tried to sound as composed and serious as possible but he gave a slow kiss to my neck that left my skin burning

"Remember I told you earlier that I can tell what you want by the way you react when I touch you" he said as he placed another seductive kiss on my neck and I couldn't help but moan as a result

"I have a strong feeling you are interested in something more than what I came here to tell you" I arched my back towards him making our bodies touch

"We both know that was just an excuse to come to my apartment at 1 in the morning" he laughed softly and with his hand on my waist squeezed me against him, he waited a couple of seconds for a response but I was silent "right now you want me to kiss you slow, deep, my lips running down your neck, chest, stomach" I took a sharp breath in as I heard his low tone of voice as enticing as ever "all the way until I am under that dress, where I can get rid off your underwear"

Goddamn he was right I wanted him so bad that I could've melted right then and there if he touched me. I tried to bring myself to capture his lips but he kept me against the wall, with his face only millimeters away from me, close enough for me to feel his warm breath against my lips but not close enough that I could taste them. Just as I was about to have my way with him he let go off me, throwing me slightly off balance and gaining distance from me.

"Too bad that's not happening tonight" my expression must've looked puzzled/annoyed so he continued on "someone very recently, in fact just a couple of hours ago outside a club brought to my attention that I need to practice more self control since apparently I can't keep my hands off what I want" as soon as he said those last words I remembered our conversation earlier and how naive I thought I had won that encounter yet here I was

At first I tried to brush off the whole thing and act as nothing was happening but then I thought why not take it one step further.

"Sounds like a wise person told you that"

"She has her moments" he shrugged his shoulders

"Well Harvey I truly wish you the best in this self control exercise of yours"

"Thanks"

"I will admit I might've had some ulterior motives to why I showed up here unannounced but seen as my needs and desires won't be fulfilled I must go home now"

"Ms. Lewis I'm sorry to leave you wanting more but it is what it is" he had a smug smile on his face as I stood on the doorway waiting for the elevator to arrive

"Oh no don't worry about me I can take care of myself just fine" I heard the sound of the elevator doors opening in the distance "but from what I felt when you had me straddled against that wall I think we would've both benefited from my visit" I winked at him knowing he would get my humor and walked away entering the elevator