I'd rather go through hell than hurt her again. But as I think about trying to not hurt her, I realize that making her forget, isn't working. I'm still falling for her, and I'm falling hard. I don't want her to get hurt. She always gets hurt when I'm around, and I can't stand to see her in pain because of me. She's an amazing girl and I really don't know what to do. I could risk it all for her or lose her entirely. If I risk it, not only would I die, but there's a possibility she will too. If I lose her and everything we've become then all I'll risk are my wings and possibly only my life. And if I'm being honest, I'm completely fine with that, as long as she's safe and far away from me. Someone who could hurt her more than anyone else has or could.
Three months later
It's been three months since I made her forget me, and the voices in my head and the constant pain from where my wings should be, have subsided. It still hurts me that I can't talk to her or see her or touch her. The feeling I have is too strong for me to bare, I don't know much longer I can stand this. Being away from her, but it's for the best, for the both of us. She's an amazing person and I wouldn't want to put her in harms way. I hope she understands if she by some chance remembers.
Short chapter I'm sorry. It's all I could come up with. But hope you enjoyed it. Love y'all ~ray🥰
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My Fallen Angel (discontinued)
FantasyA year after her family dies in an accident Ember finds herself feeling alone in the world. When Blake seems to suddenly walk into her life, he changes it forever. However Blake has a secret he can't tell her; the angel can't seem to bring himself t...