☆Gratsu☆Fraxus☆Stingue☆Oneshots [REQUESTS OPEN]

You deserve to be Happy

I'm back after how long?? Idk school is just the biggest bitch its ever been and I keep making new friends and losing them because they act like I can't see through their fake facades. Anyway the next few 'oneshots' are from a story I had been planning on writing a while back but I didn't know how to write smut (still don't) so I just gave up on it. But I didn't want the scenes I had already written go to waste, so without further ado...

"Hey Gray?"

"Yes Natsu?"

"Did you know Loke and I were once 'amigos'?"

"What?!"

"We were amigos, pals... family." Natsu sighed sadly. Grays eyes widened at the sudden confession. 

" How in the hell is that even possible?" Gray asked, mostly to himself.

"You're probably wondering how and and that my good man is a story I'm about to tell."

Gray responded with a scoff but pulled Natsu closer to him, the latters back to his chest.

"Go ahead." He said while kissing Natsus cheek.

Natsu blushed, "Don't do that, anyway in my second year of high school, a new student came. It was Loke obviously and he was what he is now. A playboy, so I had little to no interest on trying to interact with him. But fate being fate, it had plans. On my way home on this fated day, Loke decided to walk a red light. And being the hero I tried to be I decided to save him from a huge truck that was headed straight for him. I ended up getting hit instead," Grays arms tightened around Natsus torso, "I was okay for the most part, but I had woken up to Loke crying. It's the only time I've ever seen him cry actually."

"Must've been a sight."

Natsu chuckled, "Sure was, after that he never left me alone. He always said that he felt the need to pay me back, I told him being my friend would be fine. And from there we became inseparable, we were so close that we triggered the start of Mirajanes shipping habit."

"That's gross, obviously you and I are a totally better pairing." Gray said heatedly.

"I don't know, her fanart actually caused me to have a crush on Loke."

"So you're saying that ginger-haired jerk is a bigger turn on than me."

"No, if anything you both turn me off, " Natsu ignored Grays hurt face and continued, " Well that brings me to my confession, I felt convinced that Loke liked me all the same. No where in my heart did I think I would get rejected, such a fool right? It's not like Loke was a shitty playboy, of course he'd love me, exactly how he'd liked every other god damn girl. I got rejected of course, I still remember his anger, his harsh words. It's the Loke you know now I guess, I think it's just hurts more because this was someone I trusted over all the years of abuse I experienced. It all just hurt, the person who broke down my walls just built them back up again."

Gray had no idea how to comfort his friend, (yes friend), he didn't know how to comfort people. 

"He would call me names, and soon others joined in. People I saw as family turned there back on me as soon as my sexuality had been exposed, I always had to tell myself to be normal, to just like girls like normal people."

Gray didn't know how to comfort but Natsus words were starting to piss him off.

"Shut up Natsu."

Natsu flinched and started trembling in Grays hold. He never heard Gray sound so angry.

"Do you really think that you aren't normal just because you don't like girls? Do you really think you deserve all this humiliation just because you're attracted to guys?"

Natsu hesitated before slowly nodding, " I know I deserve it, I'm a freak of nature, disgrace, I'm just not normal."

"Bullshit." Gray said harshly, hugging Natsu tighter.

"What does it make me then huh? I like girls AND boys, where do I stand in all this. And do you really think its not normal to want to be happy, to be loved, if you don't think that's normal then no one is. You just need somebody, and I damn well know their are plenty of people who love you, whether it be romantic or platonic we all fucking care. So don't act like you're alone in all this. We love you . . . I love you Natsu."

Natsu couldn't take it anymore, all this pain that had been bottled up had spilled. His walls that took years to create were destroyed in just a matter of seconds. All because of this idiot Gray Fullbuster. Natsu turned in Grays lap so that he was facing Gray and hugged him, attempting to hide his pink crying face inbetween Grays neck and shoulder.

"I love you too, please don't leave me like Loke did. I don't think I would be able to take all the pain if you left me. P-Please...never let me go."

Gray smiled and hugged Nastu back, "You make it sound like letting something so precious leave me is easy. I won't ever let you go, you probably wouldn't let me even if I tried or wanted to. So don't worry I'll always love you, you deserve to be happy."