Nowhere Boys Imagines

Imagine for WillowRose99

Maddy's P.O.V

I am either completely screwed, or everything is going to be fine... I just... I have to pick. No, wait, how am I supposed to make a choice about this? I was fucking pregnant! I didn't expect this to happen, things were just starting to be good.

I was still eighteen, and I only had mere months left of school. But that wasn't what I was most worried about. It was Felix, my boyfriend, and he was the boy who was the father. How was he going to deal with it? Will he even want the child or will he reject it, and reject me? There were so many questions running through my head and I was scared.

"Maddy, are you going to come on out of your room? You have a visitor." I sighed. I don't want to leave my bed, I was too scared that if I moved too quickly I'd vomit.

"Who is it?!" I yelled out to my mother who was trying to summon me from my room, but I had locked the door so she couldn't just open the door and send the person in or drag me out. Thank god I have an ensuite, means I don't have to leave my bedroom to use the bathroom.

"It's Felix!" I heard my mother's voice and my entire body froze. I've been avoiding Felix for the last three days since I found out I was pregnant. I even turned my phone onto airplane mode so I wouldn't receive any calls or texts from anyone. I don't want to talk to anyone, especially Felix.

"Tell him to go away! I don't want to see him, or anyone!" I heard my mother sigh on the other side of the door.

"I'm sorry Felix. I don't know what's going on with her. She hasn't come out of her room for the last few days. Do you have any inkling as to why she might be acting like this?" I heard Felix sigh and I heard the jingle of the chains on his belt. They were a nice sound, something I was used to. A smile graced my lips.

"No, I don't. She just suddenly didn't answer my texts or calls then soon my calls weren't even going through. None of my friends phones have been able to get through either, so I was worried and I came over. I assumed I did something and she needed space, but she hasn't been saying anything and I was worried." Oh Felix, you were adorable, that was why I loved you so much. But you can't help this, I'm scared. My mother doesn't even know, how can I tell Felix?

"Well, I'll leave you here. I need to go to the supermarket, do you mind?" I wonder what Mum was getting. Maybe she'll get me strawberries, but that means I need to ask her, and I don't want to do that right now. "Maddy, I'm going to the supermarket, is there anything you want before I go?" Well if she's asking me.

"Can you get me some strawberries?!" I yelled out lightly and I heard Felix chuckle. My face flushed and I buried my face into my pillows and blankets. Why was he so cute? I guess that explains why I chose to have sex with him.

"I'll get you your strawberries. I'll be back soon. Be good!" I nodded, not that it would matter. I heard the front door close and I knew Mum was already gone, but I had a hunch that Felix was still standing out front of my door.

"Maddy?" I knew it. "Why won't you talk to me? I miss you, I miss hearing your voice. I miss seeing your face. Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong? If I did, will you let me fix it?" Why did he sound so sad? It was breaking my heart! Before I could stop myself, I was out of my bed and I was walking to my door. I unlocked it and took a step back.

"Come in." I muttered the words, but I was close enough to Felix now for him to hear. I watched as the door slowly opened, and a tired, worn out Felix walked in. Why was he so tired?

"Hi." His voice was quiet, as if scared if he spoke to loud I would kick him out. To be honest, I just wanted to kick him out so that he didn't have to find out. I didn't want him to think of me any different.

"Hi. Can we talk?" I need to tell him. The sooner I tell him, the sooner I can get a move on being rejected. Felix nodded, fear lingering in his eyes. I feel like he thinks that I am going to be the one to reject him, but it's the other way around.

"Sure, what did you uh... want to talk about?" I didn't give an answer nor did I show any body actions. I moved to my bed and sat on it, crossing my legs. With my hands I gestured to Felix to get him to sit on the bed. Once he took a seat, my arms curled around my stomach, almost trying to protect whatever was growing inside of me from hearing what was about to happen.

"Umm... I just... there's something I want to tell you, but I need you to promise me something first." Felix looked at me oddly but nodded slowly. "You can't yell once I tell you. I don't want you to raise you voice, it might hear you." Felix looked at me confused.

"What might hear me?" I swallowed, this was scary.

"Do you promise?" Felix didn't answer, he was still confused,

"No, Maddy... what might hear me?!" His voice was raising slightly and fear became the main component of my body in this one moment,

"Please, just stay quiet. Do you promise you might yell? I'll tell you once you promise to not yell." Felix frowned, but he settled nodding.

"Fine, I won't yell." His voice was normal again. "Now, what don't you want to hear?" I frowned and looked down at my stomach.

"Our child." My voice was barely above a whisper, but I knew Felix heard me. Watching his face god red gave it away. I squeezed my eyes shut, waiting for him to yell, scream, hit something, hit me, but it never happened. I opened my eyes to look at Felix, who was staring at my stomach with tears in his eyes.

"Are you serious?" I nodded lightly, waiting for the rejection. "Why didn't you just tell me?" I shrugged and sighed, tearing my eyes away from Felix.

"I was scared. How would you feel, Felix? Imagine you were me, and you had to tell the one you love the most that you were carrying their next generation." Felix stopped and pondered for a moment.

"That's fair, but... you were scared I was going to reject you weren't you?" I nodded and scoffed. Of course he knew I was scared of that, he knew me too well.

"Yeah. You've already put up with so much of my shit, why would you want to put up with another me?" Felix laughed and he moved over to me, grabbing my hand.

"Because I love you, and I love it, whoever it will be. I am never, ever going to leave you. And I swear, I will do everything I can to make your life easy. I will love you forever and ever, and I swear that one day, I will marry you, and we will have lots more children." My eyes widened and my face flushed.

"You didn't have to say all that!" Felix shrugged,

"What if I wanted to say it?" I gave Felix a dirty look and he laughed at me, moving so that he was next to me, pulling me backwards to lay on the bed together. My head rested on his shoulder while both of his hands sat on my stomach, above my shirt.

"So... you'll stay by me?" Felix nodded,

"Yeah." We were silent for a moment. Tears began filling my eyes before I could stop them. He didn't reject me. "So, do you want a boy or a girl? Personally, I want twins. With one of both!" My face flushed and my tears began falling.

"Oh god. I love you so much, Felix. Please don't ever leave me!" I began sobbing uncontrollably and Felix cuddled me until I relaxed,

"Shh, it's okay. Don't worry, I won't ever leave you. Even when you're old and ugly." I smiled and I looked up to Felix, pressing my lips against his. We kissed for a brief moment before I became extremely tired. Suddenly, I was almost asleep. Hey, I never asked Felix why he looked so tired... oh well. I can ask him when we wake up.

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