Dangerous love

Chapter 12

It was already dark outside when soraya and Jadah arrived. Soraya came over to me and we talked. A few minutes later I saw Santiago and his bestFriend lalo come in. Santiago looked at me with a smirk but I didn't even smile at him I was mad at him I really didn't know why but I guess it was because I didn't like the idea of him being a drug dealer." Can we have to nice cold beers" lalo said. I took two beers out and handed them to soraya so she could take it to them. She walked over there and handed them there beers. She came back with a sad face." Lalo won't talk to me"." How come" I asked." Well because I spend the night with him and he told me he loved me and I love him too but you know how dris gets when you don't come back with money"." Well just tell him it's part of your job. I'm sure he'll understand"." I guess". She walked away and I put the cups in the sink." Hey what's wrong with you" I heard Santiago ask." Hey I'm talking to you". I turned around to look at him" what do you want"." What do I want? Why the sudden change. This morning we were perfectly fine"." That was this morning. You know what come with me". I told him. I grabbed my jacket and headed outside with him. When we stepped outside I turned around and looked at him." I see you have a little attitude. I think you're just like me"he said with a smirk on his face." I don't care what you think. I know what your job is"." What's going on cause I don't know what you're talking about"." Look at me and tell me you don't not transport tabaco!!!". He didn't say anythinghe just started at me. "Karla calm down I transport tabaco like if it were like a sport to have fun" he said."you transport or you don't transport with tabaco"." Yes I do and what's the problem with that. I don't put anyone in danger"." No only you. You put yourself in danger. Look we are all going to die one day only that drug dealers have to be careful everytime they go on the streets. I'm not going to make future plans with you Santiago because you have your days counted. I don't have the heart to go through that again...I don't want to be the the grilfriend of a drug dealer not again". I said looking at the ground tears threatening to slip out my eyes any minute but I couldn't look weak in front of him. He walked away from me and walked back" this morning you called me Armando, is that him"." I'm not going to talk about that". I said walking away from him trying to walk back inside." Karla" he said under his breath, turning me around to face him." You don't know how it feels to have people following you, you don't know how it feels to be scared that the feeling doesn't even let you sleep because you don't know when they're going to shoot you"." This morning I saw his picture is that your husband"." W-who cares. Who. Cares. Armando is dead he only exist now in my mind. The ones who killed him where the ones who said that they were his friends the drug dealers the same ones that are going to kill you!!". Just then Jadah interrupted." Sorry to interrupt you but someone needs you inside" she said pointing to Santiago." Tell lalo to-"." It's not lalo"." Then who is it"." It's governor Ivan"." What does he want" I asked." I don't know he just said he wanted to see you". Jadah went back inside. Santiago just stood there." Santiago don't go" he was about to walk in before he walked back towards me" please don't go. Don't negotiate with those people if you do your a died man"." Why do say I'm a died man"." I-I don't know it's just a feeling in here" I said pointing to my chest." Just please don't go"." Look just because they killed your Armando doesn't mean that there going to kill me too. I'm different I know what I'm doing". I couldn't believe what he was saying." You don't understand he thought the same thing. He thought that nothing was going to happen to him that he Wasn't going to die and now look at him he's 3 meters under ground"." So what"." He dreamed a lot that was Armando he dreamed to much...he ended up negotiating with the wrong people and they killed him like a worthless peace of shit" I said now crying. Santiago walked away from heading inside." ARE YOU NOT LISTING TO ME!!". He turned back around looking at me." Your messing with me because NO WOMEN TELL ME WHAT TO DO. YOU CAN STAY HERE AND CRY FOR YOU LITTLE DIED GUY BECAUSE IM GOING FOR MY FUTURE!!" He said screaming in my face. He walked away from me again" GO TO HELL YOU IDIOT!"." Hell is the other one because me, I'm more alive then ever". He said walking inside kicking the door on the way inside. I stayed outside for a bit and cleared my tears off. I went back inside and headed towards the bar to do my job. I took of my jacket and I looked over to see Santiago and lalo with governor Ivan. I guess he really wasn't going to listen to me at all.