Miracles do happen

Chapter 5 theres the good, the bad, and the sorry.

I blink a few times to see if I'm dreaming in not. I start shaking as I walk to the line and stand behind my mom. I look down at my phone and send a quick text to both carter and lee.

Never believe who I'm standing behind at Taco Bell my mom need help come save me SOS-A

On my way be there in 2-C

I sigh in relief knowing someone's on there way to save me just as I look up from my phone I hear her.

"Anna oh my baby you've gotten so big" I move away as she goes to hug me and look at her with disgust.

"Don't touch me Jamie I'm just hear to get my food" she looks at me shocked.

"We'll can I at least sit with you so we can catch up " I look at her.

"And why would you wanna do that you haven't cared since I was 11 so don't bother" I hear the store door open and see carter walk over I give him a help me look. He walks over and wraps his arm around my waist and glares at my mom.

"Jamie"

"Jones boy" I step up to the counter and order my food and carter some. I brush my mom off and walk over to a table and sit with carter.

"I'm sorry bout on the phone" I just smile at him

"It's ok I'm just glad someone answered me I know she won't leave" he nods

"I understand" I look up to see my mom sitting down at the table with me and carter I clear my throat and she looks up.

"Yes daughter" she smiles innocently I gag

"Don't daughter me I've told you once I don't want to talk to you why are you sitting here."

"what I can't want to see my kids"

"NO you CANT because you don't really care you never have you've never wanted kids you've left us on our own for almost 7 years we don't need you never will you don't even know where your fucking son is or even care for that matter we'll to break it to you he's in a hospital bed fucking dying of cancer you know that thing that also killed the only parent we had remember him we called him dad you called him your husband untill you went balisticly psycho and left yea he took care of us for 3 years after that and then he was gone yea remember that oh wait you don't because you weren't there so leave I don't want you here you left the town once why not do it again you have no one here no one here loves you." I yell at her my voice cracking because I'm yelling so loud.

I look around to see her, carter and everyone else in Taco Bell staring at me I just look at carter.

"Can we leave" he nods and grabs our stuff and we head out.

"Wow Anna I never knew how you felt" I look at him

"There's a lot more you don't know" he runs his fingers through his hair and mumbles.

"I know" I reach my truck and turn to carter.

"Thanks for coming I'm glad I have someone" I hug him and he hands me my food and I leave and head back to the hospital.

"Hey bub" I smile weakly at my fragile brother I sigh now noticing how bad he really looks.

"Hey sis were did you go"

"Taco Bell" I say holding up the food I got them I smile and they eat it.

"Bub when I was at Taco Bell I seen someone, someone being Jamie"

"You mean mom" I nod

"Dammit she's not suppose to be here till next week" I look at him confused

"You mean you knew she was coming how could you Ben"

"Sis it's been 7 years she's changed come on give her a chance"

"I will not she does not deserve a second chance I'm fucking 17 almost 18 and she still haunts me with the pain and torture she put me through put us through how could you forgive her"

"I just thought since I'm dying I'd want to see her and tell her I forgive her"

"Your NOT dying and after what she did to us you forgive her really"

"Sis I am to dying and yes I did I don't wanna leave and have her regret not seeing me because she's changed."

"She hasn't changed she's still the horrible horrible abusive, drunk, drug addict, person who had children and shouldn't have she. Doesn't deserve us bub she put through hell and back until I was 11 and you 14 how could you forgive her how"

"Sis come on she deserves it she's been in rehab for 2 up years and has been going to counciling and anger management classes and AA she's changed give her a chance I'm sorry sis I should have told you but I knew you wouldn't want to see her Im sorry sis"

"It's like you always say bub sorry doesn't fix shit" he sighs and nods I turn around and head for the door.

"I'm gonna go for a drive I'll be back" he nods and I leave the hospital.