Miracles do happen

Chapter 8 confused,and in denial

He pulls away and smiles at me.

"Why did you do that" he looks confused

"What do you mean was it not ok should I have not done that I'm sorry" I laugh and cut off his rambling.

"No just why you don't like. Me so why"

"That's where your wrong Anne bear"

"How am I wrong"

"Cause I do like you I've liked you since I first meet you"

"We were 7 when we meet" he nods

"and I've liked. You since" I smile then am confused.

"But then why are you always mean to me."he sighs.

"Anna it's time I tell you everything when we first meet that day you came. Home with my sister for her birthday I knew you were special you had bruises and I didn't understand why but now I know I know you've been through hell and. Back twice I always wanted to be there for you but you pushed me away I was scared to tell you how I felt so to try to make. It seem like I didn't like you I was mean to you it killed me to do and act the way I did I understand now you needed someone wanna be that someone you are beautiful stunning smart silly sarcastic all your imperfections make me love you more I never want to let you go your perfect I need you please Anna rose smith will you be my girlfriend."

I take in all he said we'll at least try to.

"Carter I don't know"

"Please Anna I need you I love you"

"I don't know carter this is a lot to take in."

"I won't push you but when you have your answer let me know" I nod and he puts in another movie. I take in Carter's figure and appearance and think.

"Carter"

"Yea Anne bear"

"The. Answers yes" he smiles and wraps his. Arms around me.

6 movies later I look at carter and check the time. 5:37 I should go see Ben.

"Carter I'm gonna go see Ben"

"Can I go with you" I nod and go get dressed and grab my keys and boots.

"Carter are you ready" I head. To my truck and we go to the hospital.

I reach my brothers room I hear crying and see a lot of Doctors I feel my heart speed up I walk in the room to be stopped.

"Ma'am you can't come in here unless your related to the dead"

"Dead what no"

"Ma'am who are you to the dead"

"I'm his fucking sister now get your nasty hands off me." I push through the doctor and walk in the room to see hunter in a chair crying and my mom in the. Other I look at bens bed to see a white sheet covering his body I cry.

"Ana come here" I just stand there as hunter hugs me

"I'm sorry Anna" I push her away

"No he's not dead he can't be" I walk out if the room. And carter by my side hugging me.

I yell and push him away

"He said he wouldn't die before me he lied he's not gone he's not gone. He wouldn't leave me no he would the s not gone no" I yell and run to my truck. I start up my truck and start driving to my special spot as. I'm driving I don't see the stop sign I just keep going. I then feel my head hid the steering wheel and myself being squished in my seat and then everything goes black.