LOVE IS..

Epilogue Ayana

                     Sitting here the court room is so surreal. Johnny has tried to contact me through is lawyer with crazy letters saying telling me I soon will see how crazy Riley is but he couldn't be farther from the truth. I ask Jesse to do a restraining order so he could not contact me in anyway be it letters or phone calls. Riley has been so amazing to me even when I have had my little meltdowns for a few days after I got out of the hospital. I was scared that my career was over but he promised to get me the best care and I would be back to work in no time. The movie production was pushed back a few weeks until I was ready. I got my cast removed and it felt so good to have it taken off and super happy to scratch my arm for the first time in six weeks. I was glad Riley had some interviews to do in Chicago when I had it removed because it smelled so horrible. I hate when he is gone a days at a time he keeps my nightmares away. It's the same dream over and over I'm being attacked in the subway only it's Johnny hitting me and laughing a like a lunatic. I went to physical therapy for my arm and it helped very much and I was able to get back to my work.

                                      Riley took me to get my Passport and we had to get it expedite so we could leave to London in a few weeks. It cost an arm and a leg but the bill was taken care of my agency. We get my passport with no time to spare. I pack almost every item of clothing I own and Riley bought me a beautiful Pea-coat because it will be cold when we are there. Before we left we were contacted by a high end clothing company to do a campaign for them I thought they wanted me to photograph the models but they asked me to be the model alongside my man. We said yes of course and we will do the session in Paris when we go there for one day during our trip.

                      I have never been anywhere besides Mexico with my family growing up. This will be my first seven hour flight and I am nervous about it I am so glad that I will be traveling with Riley. We have to leave about four days prior to start of the movie shoot. We get into the plane and are seated in first-class we think it is a mistake but we are informed that Tony upgraded our seats. We are so excited neither of us have every experienced anything like that. We had lobster, Dom Perignon Champagne and a flambé dessert. We had massages watched movies talked, snuggled and napped. I enjoyed uninterrupted time with Riley no phones, no Tony. Just us.

                              We get to London and our jet lag is unreal I have never experienced it and it knocked us on our butts. We slept the first whole day and only woke to use the restroom and had a bit to eat and then back to bed. The next day we just lounged around the massive suite that they provided for us. It was pure bliss being with the man I love in the most intimate ways is making my heart burst. The next day we head out and sight-see mostly just for me because Riley has been to London many times with his abuelos and siblings. We saw Big Ben and went to Buckingham Palace I took a picture with the Queen's guard well not with them next to them. Riley had the biggest grin on his face watching me experience new things. Our final stop for the day was the famous Harrods we bought four huge Paddington bears for the triplets who are Riley's God Daughter's and adorable we even bought one for Kaylee's soon to be born baby girl.

                            I have been working hard photographing the movie and I am also planning a baby shower for Kaylee with my mom and Riley's mom from all the way over here it is hard and I am exhausted. Riley tells me to slow down and take a break sometimes I know he gets worried because when I get over stressed or tired the nightmares come and he wants to protect me from it. I know he feels guilty when he has to do late night shoots and he has to leave me at the suite alone but this gives me time to work on my photos and the baby shower without feeling overwhelmed.