Forgetting Cynthia

Co exist

" What if I wanted to break 

Laugh it all off in your face 

All I wanted was you

Beg for the rest of my life

Bury me, bury me

Bury me, bury me

But nothing seemed to change

Come break me down

Come break me down

Couldn't take all this anymore

I am finished with you

I am finished with you

I tried to be someone else

I'm not running from you (from you)

Look in my eyes

What are you waiting for?

What if I fell to the floor

What if I wanted to fight

What would you do, do, do?

What would you do?

What would you do? (Oh, oh)

You say you wanted more .

You're killing me, killing me 

I know now, this is who I really am inside" -The kill, 30 seconds to mars

I watched her run down the long corridor.

"You might want to wait for me. Just so you know, theres crazy people out at night." i said laughing. "fine fine" she mumbled and skipped back to where i was walking. We got to my truck.

"Now this right here is swag" she said in awe.

" well i wouldn't call my epic truck single without a girlfriend. More like drool worthy." i said defensively.

We got in. I haven't had this much fun in ages.

"where to?" i asked seriously.

"Walmart doi, the mall is closed plus i hear they have some comfy pajama pants." she spoke casually.

My truck gps found the nearest one and routed us through. We were in the parking lot in about seven minutes. 9:45 now. We walked in.

"Cart." she ordered.

"aye aye capn!" i obeyed and got a cart.

She led the way to the clothes section. And soon started rubbing the fabric across her face.

"cmon, its not that Weird. Most people without facial hair do it all the time." she whined in protest.

I go over to the mens section. Blue plaid, looks neat. I grab them. I see a pair of black basketball shorts. Grab em. Then a 4 pack of grey night shirts. Snug fit. Perfect. I find my way back to cynthia who is drooling over some aqua sleep shorts.i grab them and put them all in the cart.

" but but" she started out and soon stopped with a broadening smile.

She also picked out a smoky grey pair of polka dotted pj pants. She then ran to the hat section.

"oooo a fedora." she said and pulled out a show stopping hat.

Grey and dark grey diagonal print with a blue ribbon around the brim. She pulled it off. Well. But she put it on me and winked.

"suits you better" she said playfully.

I picked out a knitted cap with a littering of light green yin yang signs of various sizes. With a deep green plaid scarf.