You and I || MYG

1.5

I paced around my bedroom, looking at my phone. Did I really want to call Yoongi? 

We hadn't talked in months, and he was the first person I wanted to tell the news too. 

"Fuck it," I said, pressing his contact name and hearing the phone ring. I sat on my bed and waited. 

And waited. 

It went to voicemail. 

I hung up before sighing. Why didn't he answer? 

Nina- Call me when you get the chance, please. I have something to tell you. 

I knew sending a text was risky, but I really needed to tell him. 

I only wanted to tell him. 

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It was about 9 pm when my when my phone rang. I was almost asleep when I answered it. 

"Hello?" I said, rubbing my eyes. 

"What did you want to tell me?" his voice was harsh. He was angry. 

"Oh.... Well.." did I want to talk to him while he was angry? "Yesterday, they told me I wasn't debuting with the girls I was supposed to debut with.." 

"And?" why is Yoongi so angry? 

"That can be all I have to tell you, I guess." I went to go hang up before he sighed. 

"Tell me, please." his voice seemed gentler this time. 

"I get to debut with Lucy's group. The song we're using is a song I wrote." 

The line was quiet, and I thought Yoongi had hung up, "No way," he was quiet again for a second, "Why are you?" 

I shrugged, "I don't know. Lucy just told me this morning about it. She didn't say why," I laid back on my bed, sighing, "None of the girls told me why I wasn't debuting with them. They just said I wasn't and basically gave me this look to leave. Shitty right? Oh well, I think I'm happier debuting with M.I." 

"Didn't you make friends with some of those girls, though?" Yoongi said. I frowned. It had only been a little over a day, and I just realized how much I missed Hyemi. She was the only one I was close to. 

"I mean. I miss Hyemi, but other than that, not really." he made a humming sound. 

"I'm sorry I made Jimin stalk you." he said. 

"I'm sorry I called you and Jimin stalkers," I said, looking at my ceiling. There was a small pitter patter of footsteps on the floor, a little tap of nails once in a while. Olive jumped onto my bed, laying on my stomach. 

"Yeah, but that's what we were. I feel so dirty about it. He just texted me since him and some of his friends went out to eat and said he thought he saw you, I didn't realize it would creep you out enough to pretend that the boy was your boyfriend." I petted Olive's head, closing my eyes. 

"You should sing a song to me," I said, "It's nice when you sing." 

Yoongi made a disgusting noise, "I can't sing for shit." 

"Sing me an EXO song. Have you heard One and Only? Sing me that one." he sighed. 

"You're not giving up are you?" 

"Nope. Now sing." 

He made a whining noise before taking a deep breath, "I don't sing, so I'm gonna sound bad. I'm singing quietly so the boys won't hear me." I nodded. 

Breathing with the air that has been allowed
I can try swimming but I'm back in your arms
Even in my dreams, I dream about you all night 

The moment I hold out my arm
I feel the senses at my fingertips
That's you, it's all you

Time has been colored into a shade of water
Your warm smile is beautiful
I'm happy just the way things are
So don't give me freedom

You're the one and one and only that I've been looking for
My feet, hands and all the spaces that reach
It's all you

Your soft touch draws me out
When I'm frozen in your frame
I'm the most at peace
I'm trapped inside of you

Yeah, as if we could touch
It's filled with your warmth
Inside this free tank
It's my clear space

I see the season past the glass wall
It has nothing to do with me
Because all the seasons that touch my skin
It's all you, yeah

Your touch covers my eyes
Between, I see that faint sunlight
Then I fall fast asleep

(Girl you are my)
You're the one and one and only that I've been looking for
My feet, hands and all the spaces that reach
It's all you (You are)

Your soft touch draws me out
When I'm frozen in your frame
I'm the most at peace
I'm trapped inside of you

I want you, stay by my side
Ain't nobody but you

Trapped in wet fog in my heart, only you get clearer
Everything before my eyes stop, only you are breathing
Don't allow me if I'm not yours

(Girl you are my)
This place is a world only for me
Your warmth your light, your water
It's all for me

I fell asleep before he could finish the song, but it was the best sleep I had had since I had moved. 

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meant to post this yesterday but forgot bc i had a major headache 

enjoy my boo's i'm gonna try and make this story good it's shit lol