Ian Hecox: The Man Who Saved My Life (Smosh)

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"You know, Ian looked like he was heart broken." Kalel said to me. We were currently in the car, on our way to her apartment, and we just got done at Ian and Anthony's house.

"I know, and it hurts me to see him that way, but he brought this upon himself." I said quietly while looking out the window.

"Yeah, I understand what you're getting at, but if I were you, I'd hurry and go back to him soon. Just so you know."

"Yeah I know. I will. Don't worry." We had pulled in the drive and I got out. I was ready to go to bed.

*Ian's P.O.V.*

Once she left I was still standing by the door, looking at my feet. I really hope I can get her to come back soon because I can't live without her.

"Come on man, you should probably go to bed. She'll come back soon." Anthony had his hand on my shoulder, trying to comfort me, but it wasn't helping.

"Yeah. You can just head to bed now. I'll be going in a bit. I need time to think."

"Alright, night."

"Night." I really wish I hadn't yelled at her in the first place. Telling her to go was the dumbest thing I've done in my life. Here I was, still looking at the door she just shut on me, with a pissed look on her face. I shouldn't even feel bad for myself when it was my fault, and could've been prevented. It's my anger issues. I say and do things that I shouldn't without thinking.

Immediately, thoughts about her, and everything we've been through, flooded my mind. From when I first saw her beautiful face on top of that building, and when I helped her come back down, to the day she came home. Her running away, I never knew why she did that, oh man it made me scared, finding her out there pulled relief all through me. I chuckled at the memory. Thinking back now, I realize I've always loved her. I could still feel her lips on mine from that day we first kissed. That was the best moment I've ever experienced, and I wish I could be holding her and kissing her right now. But I was the one who screwed it all up, all the blame was on me. We have only known each other for six days. That's not a long period of time, yet I've been through more drama than I thought I could have in my life. I haven't even been up to date on making Smosh videos. I needed to do them, but how could I do that when I can't live with myself?

"Ian?" I heard Anthony behind me. I turned to see him standing there, hair a mess and pjs still on. I looked out the window to see it was daylight. I stood here all night thinking about Xhex?! I am suffering from complete heartbreak, aren't I?

He must have seen my expression and knew what I was thinking, "Yes, you did stand out here all night. I told you to go to bed, but you obviously didn't care what I had to say."

"Well, sorry. I got lost in thought, but I didn't know I did all night long."

"Look, I know everything that's been going on is really hard on you, but we need to get things together. We need to make more videos, if you want, we can put Xhex in one, you need to start getting more done. It's Thursday. We need to be doing a lunchtime video today. Go call her, and ask if they both want to come."

"Can you call Kalel?"

"Yeah, fine. But go get dressed and showered."

"Thanks." I said with a smile. I really feel relieved that Anthony is helping me get things straight again. I needed it.

I grabbed some clothes and hopped in the shower. Within minutes, I was out, dressed, and ready to go. I found Anthony in the living room and the girls both waiting.

*Xhexs P.O.V.*

Kalel walked into my room with a smile on her face.

"Wanna shoot a video with the guys?!" she said to me with a huge grin. Of course I did! They said I could be in a video with tons of views!

"Yes! Of course!"

"Alright. Be ready in five?"

"Totally." I said, nodding my head. I grabbed my bag and slipped on my converse, walking out the door with Kalel. You know, I feel like my life these last seven days have been so dramatic, that I've forgotten about a lot of things. I haven't even thought about my dad in a couple days. I need to do something about that.

"You coming?" Kalel pulled me from my thoughts, I guess I'd stopped in thought.

"..Yeah." I said, finally realizing.

I got in the passenger seat and Kalel pulled out of the drive.

"So, excited for your first youtube video?"

"Yeah, and I'm hoping the audience likes me, rather than getting either jealous or angry." I was kinda scared of that happening.

"Trust me, they won't. You shouldn't think about that stuff. I remember when Anthony introduced me, and for the most part, people liked me. I mean, don't get me wrong, not everyone did, there's always gonna be some who're jealous, but they don't matter."

"Yeah, thanks." I smiled at her and she smiled back.

****

We finally pulled in the drive, and got out the car, walking up to the door. Kalel knocked and Anthony answered.

"Come on in guys, Ian's getting ready still, and we'll be going soon." Anthony said as the two of us walked inside. I stood next to Kalel and anthony, waiting for him to come out. Last night made me feel bad, just because of the look on his face, and I missed him, a lot.

After a few minutes he walked out. His hair was still kind of damp, but it made him look cute. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him into me. He hugged back, tight enough to make me feel better, and I heard Kalel behind us whispering an "aw".

I pulled back a bit to look at Ian, and he gently pecked my lips. It didn't last long but it was soft and felt even a bit sad, like his emotions went into that kiss. I smiled before hugging him again.

Anthony cleared his throat behind us, "You know, we should probably get going. I know you guys miss each other, but we have a video to shoot."

"Sorry." Ian and I said in unison.

"Where are we going?" Kalel piped in.

"You'll see." He said, smirking.

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