Love Lies

Betrayal

        Gia and I haven’t talked for about 2 weeks now. She’s become so selfish it's irritating. We don’t have anything in common anymore. The person that I used to know is now a self absorbed, mean bitch! Chris is suppose to go on a date with her tonight. I’m hoping she changes ‘cause I miss my best friend.

          While I was washing the dishes, I heard a loud knock at my door. Terrified, I grabbed a knife ready to stab whoever came through the door. “Who is it?”

          “Chris!”

          I took a breath of relief and dropped the knife. “What are you doing here? I thought you were suppose to be with Gia by now.” I say questionable.

          “Yeah. We got into a fight,” he said while pacing back and forth.

          “What happened?”

          “We were walking and she was completely ignoring me. I asked her how her day was and she didn’t answer me. Then she yelled ‘cause Justin Bieber unfollowed her on Twitter. She was texting people and ignoring me even more and I just snapped!”

        “Well, what did you say?”

        “I told her I couldn’t deal with her cockiness anymore. She didn’t say a word ‘cause she knew I was right.”

        “So, are you guys over?” I asked hopeful.

        “I don’t know. I should’ve just stayed home or came over here. I love being with you.”

        “Likewise,” I said grinning

        He looked at me and said, “Can I tell you something? That day in Shake Shack, I was really hoping that you were going to come up to me.”

        “Really?” My heart started to race. My palms became moist. I didn’t want to read into it but, was he revealing his feelings for me?

        “Yeah. I really like you. I’ve always have.”

        “Same here. You’re a really good friend.”

        “I’m not talking friend wise,” he says as he walked towards me. “You mean so much to me.”

        “What are you trying to say?”

        “If I could, I would be with you. Not Gia.”

        My eyes widened. I was in complete shock. Chris just revealed his feelings for me. “No, no. No, you’re just saying that. You know you wouldn’t be saying this if Gia wasn’t acting the way she’s acting,” I say snapping back to reality.

        “You think I’m lying?”

        “No. I think you’re feeling vulnerable. Think about it.”

     “I’ve already thought this through. I know what I want. I want you. All of you,” he said while caressing my waist.

        I try to push away but, I didn’t want to be out of his arms. “No, we can’t do this. You and Gia are still technically together. This is… No!”

        It’s one thing for me to feel the way I feel about Chris but, the fact that he likes me too makes this a bad situation. Gia’s been my best friend for years. I wouldn’t do this to her.

        “So you’re gonna stand here and tell me that you don’t feel the same about me?”

        “I never said that…”

        “So what’s the problem?”

        “The problem is Gia,” I say pushing myself out of his arms.

        “Gia and I haven’t been connecting lately. We haven’t even kissed in weeks.”

        “So, what I’m a rebound. No, I’m not about to play second fiddle,” I say angrily.

        “So you don’t want to be with me? That’s what you’re saying?” he asks questionable.

        I stood there, slowly thinking. Before I could answer, Chris sprinted towards me and kissed me. As badly as I wanted to pull away, I couldn’t bring myself to do so.

        My bones vibrated as he softly kissed my lips. I couldn’t do anything but melt in his arms. I knew this was wrong but I couldn’t help myself. I just kissed him back.

        “Maybe we should go upstairs,” I suggest.

        “Yeah, we should.”

        We slowly made our way to my bedroom. Before I knew it, Chris was kissing my neck while I took off my shirt. My body started to tremble when his hands made its way to my bra strap.

        “Are you sure about this?” he asked.

        “Hell yeah!” I say, eager to have my dream become a reality.

        He pulled down his pants and I took my time taking off mine. I heard him open the condom and put it on. I took a deep breath when he climbed on top of me. Before i knew it I felt him move in and out. I rolled my back and moaned loudly. I began to scream quietly when I felt him go deeper and deeper. I grabbed the sheets and rolled my hips in circles.

        I flipped him over and began to grind on him slowly. He groaned and flipped me back. He started going faster and I screamed loudly.

        After  twenty minutes of us making each other moan, he rolled off of me and we layed there, breathing heavily.