I guess you could call it a love story. Danisnotonfire♥

chapter 15

*hey guys, big surprise at the bottom of the story, you could kind of call it a contest ...ish, anyway on with the story*

Skyee's P.O.V.

I woke up the next day in Shannon's bed, with her lying next to me, I had cried myself to sleep, I hadn't taken it as well as I thought, why did I tell him I wanted a break ? I didn't . I wanted nothing more than to be in his arms, It was now my fault more than his. I'd messed it up, he'd done nothing wrong...and now I bet he feels guilty for no reason. I'm a terrible person. He didn't derserve to be treated the way I treated him, he's been the perfect boyfriend, one tiny slip up aside, I should of handled it better ...calling him a boyfriend doesn't sound right, he was my bestfriend, I felt empty without him...I mean, we haven't broken up...but it doesn't feel like we're together anymore...I've really fucked things up, I can't just go apologise and tell him I want him back...because I haven't lost him...yet.. I could go and tell him I didn't mean it...yes. I will. right now.

I climbed out of bed careful not to wake  Shannon and ran to Dan's room, it was locked, strange....he never locks his door...I banged on the door, no answer...it's obvious he's not in there, I went to the kitchen...no sign of him....living room?..nope...where was he? I was running out of options, so I called him, I didn't really want to say what I was going to say over the phone, but it didn't look like I had much choice...it rang ...it rang..*beep*

"Hey it's Dan"

"Dan?!" I yelled panicked, before I realised it wasn't him

"I can't get to my phone right now, so leave a message and I'll get back to you"

I hung up and slumped to the floor...I had wandered to my room. I looked up and just remembered how we first met here..., how we had our first kiss here...how we had- my thoughts got interrupted by my phone ringing before I even looked at the caller I.D. I had answered. It was Shannon. I couldn't help feel disappointed.

"hey, Skyee, where are you? I woke up and you had gone and well, I've pretty much scanned the whole uni in my pjamas"

"oh, i'm uh-uh..just in my room"

"oh, okay, be there in a sec"

She hung up, and I stood up from the floor, opened my door and sat down on my bed. I didn't really want to see Shannon...I wanted to see Dan...maybe he wasn't feeling guilty , maybe he was angry with me for being such a bitch...maybe he's had enough of me...maybe he might not want to break...he might just want to call it off all together, my thoughts hurt. My chest tightened. I didn't want to loose Dan...I couldn't loose Dan. He was my life. life without him seemed pointless. I felt tears rolling down my face, as I looked at a pair of scissors on my desk. I've heard its a great stress reliever. "No. Skyee. you're better than this."I told myself ...yet I still reached for them. I stared at them in my hands, the metal cold as ice...maybe..I could..I opened them and held them just under my wrist. I dragged the blade across my skin, but not actually cutting...i was barely touching the surface...I dug it a little deeper and dragged it again..until I was pulled out of some-sort of trance by a loud banging at my door. what the fuck was I thinking?  Cutting was not the answer. thank god I heard the knocking before  I'd done any damage...the cut was small. tiny. you could hardly tell..Shit. the door. I leaped from my bed to the door and opened the door. Dan. I thought It would have been Shannon. But I was happy I was wrong.

"Dan where have you been? I've been looking for you all day...I need to tell you something"

"I was out in town with Phil picking up stuff for his new apartment...well, I need to tell you something too...listen, about what you said yesterday....about our break...well, I've been thinking maybe its better if we just you know....stay friends instead?"

My stomach turned and I felt sick. Dan was breaking up with me . officially. 

"um-uh-I" was all I managed to get out my throat was dry.

"I just think its better that way, I mean...I dunno....I guess I'll see you round?"

I just nodded. I couldn't say anything. I was sure I'd turned white as a ghost,i stood there as still as a statue. As he walked away. When he was out of sight, I closed my door and sat on my bed, my knees pulled up under my chin. I wanted to cry, but nothing happened.  I had gone past the point of being upset. I was heart broken. My heart was broken, literally shattered into a million pieces. All of my emotions had gone, and all I could feel was pain. 

Dans P.O.V.

Phil was looking around at random pieces of funiture...and I was in my own little world. I couldn't think of anything besides Skyee....she half broke up with me...why didn't she just get the whole thing over with? everybody knows what happens when people "go on a break"....it's a break-up without the commitment. ..a way of getting over somebody before you have to start looking for somebody new. Skyee was sure to call it off completely. I just wanted to get it over and done with. This is hurting more than a break-up...because I'm on edge. No. I can't deal with this. I walked  back with Phil dnd the first thing I did was go to Skyee's room....I stood at her door...remembering things we had done in this exact spot., its where we met...where we kissed...I wonder if she still remembers ....or even cares. ...I doubt it, wait of course she doesn't..it's like she's already made up her mind, she's just waiting for me to finish what she started . what is exactly what I'm doing. Of course...I don't want to ...I love her, but I think this will be easier than in a month or two her telling me she doesn't feel the same...and breaking my heart. I just want to get it over with before I fall even harder for her....because I love her more and more everyday. No. this has to stop she's already got into my head. Was I overreacting? overthinking it? I don't know. but before I even knew what I was doing , she was stood infront of me...speachless from what I just said.., I cant really remember what I said...something about us staying friends...her eyes were dead. I couldn't take it any longer. I could feel my eyes burning. I had to go. I couldn't let her see me cry. No way. So I left. as I walked away from the love of my life. I missed her already.

daa da duuuuhhhh. and they broke up. yeah. no spoilers, just dont expect them to get back together anytime soon, if you want to know what happens I guess you'll have to stay tuned, comment and vote, also the contest-y thing, to all girls reading this, I'm giving you a chance to be in the story, lets just say a new character will be added soon so, comment and you're name (or a name you like) and tell me a little about yourself (or someone you made up) this character will be featured in a few chapters time, I'll pick the one I find most interesting, pleeeaaase comment ♥♥ love you all, adios bitchachos xxxx