THE RED BLOOD

CONFRONTATION,,,,

again! another day for me again .,,,,

the day yesterday has beem passed and now i need to face a new day...(again)

so i just walk comfortably and direclty go to our classroom....

pag bungad na pag bungad ko palang napaka tahimik na and so that makes me smile....

while going to my chair,...tahimik akong tumawa...tumawa lang ako sa isipan ko...well try it....

so when i sitted on my chair it seems that nothings here....

our prof came while smiling...

prof: okay! goodmorning my good students....what a nice kids...

lets play a game...lets call it
im afraid!

maybe im this sacrastic to laugh to them and to enjoy seing them like this...

and then i just remembered

if they are silent.....? pati rin ba sila micah and the ZZZ

what?

i looked back at wala sila....

and so that i realized that i still have my problem.,,,,,

kung meron sila and they do did it ....it means tanggap na nila ako but this time!
i already knew it! the will never....

so nakinig nalang ako sa prof namin...while she was discussing

niglang pumasok si micah
after that the ZZZ came also..zian is looking at me with his bad smile ,,,,,

i feel something this time..para akong kinakabahan.....what the F did they really just did it!?
naka hanap ba talaga sila ng butas para lang mawala ako sa sa trono ko

no i wont!
i wont let them!

alam kong kung ano mang butas ang nahanap nila ,...alam kong isang kasinungalingan lang iyon!

so i just kept listening and after that the creepy bell rings again....

prof: okay class come on...goodbye...

and the pak! sabay sabay silang nag goodbye...they are not like this before...

but take note! the zzz and micah are not included. ......

so that lumabas na ako kasama si gabb...

zevy walked with us,..of course shes part of our friendship.,..,

and now we are here sitting on the canteen we eated and after that we go back in our room...

just walk and talk after that here we are ....me and gabb......nag cr sandali si gabb and so that na una na ako.....

im happy that my schoolmates now respect me....

i opened the door and the fvck..

all the girls throw me some papers....

wapa ang mga boys ngayon i dont know but the zzz are here,,,

they all kepp throwing me their papers and trashes i really dont know why,..

girl: slut!

what the....they did call me slut! no one ever call me that.....

i was about to punch her but i did think first,..,

girl: akala namim malinis ka! hindi pala.,so you just did it to win huh?

me: what are you saying!?

tumayo si zian at lumapit sa akin

zian: well! ms. solar system...isnt it true...your a slut!

it really breaks my heart.....wala na akong marinig...

me: you dont have the right to say that!

zian: oh really?, of course yes! because its true.,..diba solar! you win because of flirting...one by one of the boys....you give them a one night that made them to vote you huh!

this is it...im done...you all know me,..you know my story...your the one who read my whole life...so never agree with themm.....
i never did it! and ill will never do it! never..,!

i want to cry but i need to be tough....

so i just let my hand to form a circle,,,,

me: thats not true!

zian: do you think may maniniwala pa sayo! those boys are afraid of me...wala na silang magagawa...

zian whisperred on me...

and they all throw me the trashes and papers...

i cant believe this..they all ruoned my reputation,,,!

this fvcking devil! he ruined it all.....this isnt the time yet...so i need to run before my temper lost!

i rum and go to the rooftop (as usual)

i just sitted on the bench and i looked at my necklace...this nacklace was gaved from my daddy

he said.,,everytime im not feeling well,,look at it and ill be ok ...

there is something special on it and magical that will make you smile...

i looked at it...and i saw some snows falling down and them there are somethings sparkling that makes me smile.....it also makes me smile because it shows me the picture of  me with my mommy daddy and ceasar.....

----------flashback------------

i was crying because bea bullied me again...

daddy: my daughter...why are you crying?

me: its nothing .,,its just an important matter

daddy: what kind of matter my dear?

me: you know dad! i hate people..they will make you cry ,,again and again...

dad gave a necklace to me..and while looking at it i smiled in a sudden

daddy: my daughter always remember. .....dont forget to smile....because it is the only one that can help you to enlighten your problems...and also to burry your sadness....