this is momay's burial now and all i am doing is just not to listen on the priest...
i hate to be here but as a respect to my momay i need to do this...
thats right....nag kulang nga ako sa momay ko....
and now its time to give roses and the last words for her...
im the last one....
me: im so sorry momay...im really sorry....i left you suffering...i just enjoyed my life and forgot you....im really so sorry...i should be the one who needed to taje care of you but all i did is just to give my responsibility to other person..
im the selfish ..all i care is my happiness....aki ang nagpabaya...im the one you gived you up....im really sorry momay...i love you,,rest in peace......
after that binain na sya sa lupa and i cant take ut anymore so nagpunta na ako sa kotse...tomirrow papasok na ako...its monday tomorrow.....
gabb's p.o.v
haisssst....another monday....
i waked up and nagayos na and then go to school...
i hope that she is not absent today,..i wish to god that she is present now.....
while walking .i opened the door and then nagulat nakang ako ng may mga nag tatalumpati na mga students sa coveted court and i look at the banner that the other students are holding....
the written words was...
she dont deserve to be a president....shes a slut....
three weeks absent lang ganyan na agad! how ? they are really stupid. ..i hate these people.....
and what? they called her slut...how shitty they are to call sandra as slut..no shes not..and maybw kaya absent si sndra because of an important matter.....
and then i looked at the zzz they ar smiling,.well of course because gusto nilang makuha ang trono ni sandra....
so i just looses my temper and then shouted seriously at them...
me: this , is, not right!...'all of you....you dont have the right to judge a person without knowing her history .....do you all know sandra??...
the answer is no...because all you know is sandra is stupid.but she is not.....nasasaktan dun sya guys...may puso din sya...lets change the situation..what if kayo si sandra and they are doing this to you!? what will you do? cry..and cry....
well guys.,.ganon din sya....nasasaktan...but apl shes doing is to be tough to let you know that what ever you will do will never affect her!!!! just stop it guys....
zian: three weeks dude...three weeks.absent sya without excuses.....isnt it so irresponsible fir her as a president....
me: what are you....teacher ka ba pare?
no your not....teacher knows the reason but all of you dont know....wanna know it!!!!!
all of them: yes..yes..,
me: she is suffering now because her momay is dead..het grandma....you know what? mah isa lang sya ngayin guys! patay na lahat ng family nya..its only her and momay....but her momay now was dead,..plus her favourite dog that someone unhearted mens killed her dog......
happy now? ituloy nyo yan!!!
ano hu----------
i stopped nang may tumapik sa likod ko...
i looked at her and its sandra
sandra: thank you
she said then smiled,,,.
im happy that shes here....but i dont feel that the sandra is here...she doesnt look as her anymore...thetes a big change...her eyes are so sleepy like she never get some sleep,..her voice,,napakahinhin....and she looks so sad....sge doesnt look the energetic palaban and brave sandra....
then realizing na naglakad na pala sya papa alis.....
SANDRA'S P.O.V
thank you
i thanked to gabb and naglakad na ako papunta sa room
just do what they want to me.....im numb now..ill never feel all those pains again.....what ever they will say..i will not cry..i will not react...hust stay calmed and ill look down....and wait for the minute so that itll pass at all.....
i dont have the spirit and strenght to be me anymore,..looks like im lost....im nothing now,,.maybe they are right...im slut even if im not,.maybe im feelingera...and so what?
if they do wanted to kill me..im ready...get a knife and stab me one hundred times...let the blood run down and ill just wait for some minute to close my eyes...get sleep and never opened and wake up my eyes again......
i wish so,.....
but now im still here...im sitting my prof is discussing but im not listening and even looking at him.....
im just looking at the ground..and after that..the bell rings and now im just here sitting on my chair....then just ralized that gabb is talking to me...
gabb: hey sandr..im talking to you,,,are you ok?
me: i hope..i wish...that im okay but the truth is im not...
gabb: lets eat?
me: im so sorry..wala na akong ganang kumain..just eat with zevy.....
gabb: wont you just come and talk with us,,,.
me: no need to talk,.im finish,..i already did but it already happened,..ill never back the past,.....
gabb: ok,,i think you need some time...ill eat..babalikan kita ,..
me: yeah...the tine is really traitor..it never alarms me...never tell me the exact time and the right time to do the righ,..all it did is just to let usfeel the regretness, ,,,,
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