THE RED BLOOD

HURTED

After thid diretso na nga ako sa cr diba and right i crued hanngang ngayon namumula parun ang mga mata ko sa luha..

i was just looking at the mirror

me: i thought your strong...why would this happen to you...your changing. ..you being the scared CASSANDRA ......

then someone knocked at the door  as i remebered that i locked the door of the restroom..

i opned it and a bunch of girls came

them: hey cassandrs ceris...aww your crying why?

me: INOYB

Them: what are you saying

me: everyone knows this...unless your SLOW to understand it....what are you a CAN?

Them: haha akal mo kung sino eh wala lang naman...WALLEY KA NA DITO CASSANDRA they know you as a fake and the biggest crap on this world

they said sabay tulak s akin and then this girl just came

sesha; stop that!
go out here! uh uh..hindi nyo ako pwedeng labanan or else lagot kayo kay babes ko!!

then they all go out and sesha

sesha: are you ok?

me: yes i am...why did you help me?

sesha; because thats the right...and also i want to thank you ...its ou who make give me live...your my god..my creator,..thank you so much! sandra...

she said then hugged me...that time i felt something wrong ..may nakita ako sa future nya..i saw some blood...a lot of blood and war?
,then after that hinila nya ako papalabas and saktong dumating si zian

zian: whats this?

sesha: ah gusto ko kase sana syang yayaing kumain...

zian: but we have our date sesha...not today...

sesha: ok....but for dinner...sandra i want you to come..tawagin mo si zandro para may kasama ka....zico and zevy is not coming they have their date also,,.basta sandra...

me: i dont think so..parang hindi ako makakapunta im sorry...

sesha: no youll come suge sunduin naoang kita

me: no! ill come sige..magpapasundo nalang ako kay zandro...

sesha: zian can pick you up para naman kahit papaano ...please...

then i looked at zian slowly..and he was looking on the other sight...

me: no! wag nalang...zandro can pick me u---

zian: yes..ill pick you up,.8:00

meL hindi na wag n--

hindi na ako nakapag salita nang umalis na sila agad agad...

then after that diretso na ako nang bahay and i sleeped...aftwr that its already 7:30,.,

me; fvck..

7:30 ? ni hindi manlang ako nakapag ayos pa...

so what should i do now?

i didnt take a bath...i just wear this black dress with a thin blazer and just used my perfume...

after that its already 8:10

maybe he is not here...

i grabbed my cellphone and i was calling zandro but then bigla kong nahulog ang cellpone ko when i opened the door and i saw  zian with his four wheels...

so i just tried to get my cp on the ground again ..and just looked at him.

zian: what? ang tagal mo...
come on....!

then nagulat ako ....so i was about to opem the car's door nang inunahan ako ni zian and i was been pinned on the door nang bigla akong itulak ni zian...

and then he was looking at me ...

the bigla nyang inilapit ang mukha nya sa mukha ko

what is he doing..and the f what am i doing

thats right..hindi ko nanaman mai kilos ang aking mga katawan para akong tuod...the F !

then now hes stares traced to my ears and seductively whispering

zian: you look stunning ..i like your smell.

"that time i felt so shocked as i felt his breath to my neck...

and after the a call came..

zian answers it and its sesha

zian: ok come on..sumakay ka na...we need to go,,.

theb sumaky ako sa kotse...i was about to sit in the back when

zian: what are you doing?

me: going to sit..

zian: not there...beside me.....make it faster...

so i sit beside him...

after that we finally came zandro was there....

nauna na si zian he go to sesha..

and zandro was here..

zandro: hey..yung wheelchair mo po naiwan mo ..

me: hahaha.....wait..nasaan ang cr dito u need it...

Zandro :there

so i just go to that cr...and after i go to it i heaed a moan...

i go to that door..i looked at it and it was zian and sesha..they are doing something...

im not the one of zian's ine and only but i still can feel this thing

i felt that i was stabbed 100 times on my heart...

tinakpan ko ang bungaga ko and i was  just go out hindi ako nagpunta kay zandro..diretso kang akong naglakad papunta sa labas...

why ? nasasaktan ako...

my tears are falling now but sinply  im wiping it all para hindi nila mahalata lahat