did you hear it...
my laughter turns into tears now...
dr. paz: sandra?
me: are you joking..hindi nakakatawa ang joke mo !
dr. paz: im not joking,,,im not playing around sandra...come here .......
after that hindi na ako makapah salita...i cant even breath because of crying....binato ko ang cellphine ko ng malakas and then bugla nalang akong bumagsak sa sahig ng hindi ko namamalayan,...
nilukot ko ang katawan ko ng parang isang sanggol sa loob ng tiyan ng aking ina....
umiyak ako.....
me: why!!!!!! why!!!!! you taked them all away ...and now my momay!!!! why!!!!!
my mom....my dad...my little brother...and now my loving momay!!!!!!! its so unfair....so unfair,....wala na aking magawa kung hindi umiyak and without counting a seconds nagwala na ako....lahat ng mga gamit ay nag siliparan hanggang sa dumating si tito...yung tito kong pari at pinigilan nya ako....
iha.....anak......iitgil mo na yan..tama na yan.....
napa upo nakang ako ulit sa sahig...
tito: pupunta ako sa kanya ngayon...sasama ka ba?
me: i cant...hindi ko pa kaya tito..pasensiya na po......kayo na lang....
tito: anak....mag iingat ka....tama na yan..tapos na.....
tomorrow is saturday..bukas nakang siguro ako pupunta...hindi ko na kaya ito.....
a lot of hours has been passed.....wala na akong ibang makita kundi ang pag ikot ng mundo sa akin....kung paano lumabas ang araw....
bakit mo kimuha sa akin ....
masama na ba ako...
ano ito karma?bakit masama bang bumawi...
sya lang ang natitira ...sya lang ang natitira.....next week ang pasko pero wala sya....
all of the years simula ng mawala sila mommy....si lola ang kasama ko..kahit kami lang i always smile....
flashback------------------------
im sleeping and then bigla nakang sumigaw si lola.,,
momay: CASS!!!!! APO!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS.....
SHE said sabay blow sa torotot nya....
me: momay ang ingay......mo....
momay_ baba na may guft ako syo....
me: momay naman eh....natutulog ako oh...11:00 o'clock palng,,
ganyam si momay ka excited....wala pang 12:00natulog ako ang then napa halakhal nalang ako ng biglang kilitiin ako ni momay
me: momay naman eh...ahahahahahahh
momay: so , hindi ka pa tatayo?
me:: ahahah oo..na..ahahah tatayo na po.....
momay: ok...
tumigil na sya at hinila nya ako pababa...
pagbaba na pagbaba ko palang sa hagdan biglang sumalubing ang wish kong grand piano,...
my tears falls down...
me: momay......i love you so much...so.much...thank you...nit just for this gift...but for all of you time your patience and most of all your love...,..
momay: you know what apo....you look ugly whrn you cry..stop it..ewwwwe so dusgusting...but i love you too...so much...
flashback ended-----------------------
im just sitting here when my dog chubby.. (remember him?)
came to me....me_ nomay left me now..its just you and me now.....
then i grab his rope....at hinila nya ako papalabas......
pagka labas ko mga 5:00 palang siguro...
nakatunganga lang ako at hinihila ako ni chubby...hindi ko alam kung saan kami pumupunta but all u am thinking now us im alone....momay left me niw...and then suddenly biglang tumahol si chubby na para bang may nanakit sa kanya..
i looked at him and it was zian with zico and zandro....
kwinelyuhan ako ni zian and said
you reall wanna beat me huh...well this time im sayig...youll never!!!!
at ibinaba nya ako na naging dahilan ng pagka sakit ng beywang ko ....
i looked at him and then sinakal nya si chubby ....
zian: ang cute ng aso mo..i would like to kill him...
im just looking at him so bad but i cant move..hindi ako maka galaw..oara aking pinipigilan ng mga emosyon ko...nang hihihna ako..ang bigat ng katawan ko..
tinitignan ko lang si zian habang ginagawa nya iyon and here i am...my tears are falling down while i was looking at him so bad.....
after that ibinaba nya si chubby..and they all walked out....
its onky me and chubby was left....chubby is not breathung anymore...and now...he is also dead....
that fucking man who dont have mercy......
i hugged chubby...and all i did is just to cry and cry and cry.....
am i alone...again ?!
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