THE RED BLOOD

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after that umalis na ako..hindi ko tinapos ang retreat and i go to my house....i sleep...i cried and the fuck i want to die!
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afyer that its already monday on morning again and need to do my morning routine again..

after that i ride on car at bumaba na...

pag baba ko ...i opened the gate..umakyat na ako but the door didnt opened....

so i chose to open it..pag bukas ko halos walang ka tao tao..i go to our room at walang tao...i was about to sit on my chair nang biglang may humila at napa dapa ako....,

i stand up at lumabas....pag labas ko nadualas ako pababa sa hagdan

jase may tumulak sa akin...

me: fuck...aray ko!

pag tingin ko sa siko ko may sugat na pati sa tuhod ko and also my forehead was bleeding again....

then i look up and all of the people in their are laughing to me...

i look at them and zian was there...

zian: okay guys...come on! ibato nyo na yan

they all throwed me thir trashes...ang baho ko na talaga ngayon..

i was just looking at zian then suddenly i was shocked when they all suddenly throwed a blood to me and let me saw the tarpouline

CASSANDRA CERIS!
YOUR A FAKE

so they all know me....alam na nila ang kahat...

micah: so how your mom? dad...and cesar

me: wag mo silang i damay!

i was about to punch her when zian hold my hand and he pushed me that made me sit on the floor..

zian: wala kang karapatan para ganyanin kami dito! umalis ka na!!! alis'!!!!!

then they all go down at they are all looking bad at me and someone throw the chair on me but suddenly zandro came to help me...and then we run..nagpunta ako sa rooftop again..

zme: kilala mo na ako?

zandro: yes i do

me: iwanan mi na akk,,
zandro: gaya nga nang sabi ko cassandr ceris or sandra moon...ilove you and kapag kailangan mo ako nandito lang ako...hindi ko na kayang tiisin na ginaganon ka nila

me: why? why? bakit hindi nila maintindihan na ako ...nasasaktan na ako...hindi ko naman sila ginawan ng masma...ako ang nakaranas ng mapait na past and now they are the one who keep doing this! ......pagod na ako..pagod na oagod na ako.....

then zandro came to me and hold my hand

zandro: i kniw it...me and zico and zevy do understand you..kahit sila....its just because zian was now the president kaya  ganyan nila sya sundin

me: who's se-sehsa?

zandro: sehsa is his love one..the first love of him....that incedent that happened ..he was their..alam nya na ikaw mismo ang pumatay sa kanya..  he saw how he kissed gabb and how you killed her...the two of you....kayong magkaibigan .....

me: im not gabb's friend
but sesha is the one who killed my dad and gabb killed my mom and my brother

then my tears fall down

zandro: tama ka...galit lang si zian sayo kase mahal ka nya at nakaman nyang pinatay mo sya..sa totoo ngayon lang nyang nalaman kase hindi ka niya nakita that time..hindi nya nakita ang mukha mo....

me: hindi nya ako mahal...wag mo nang sabihin yan ....alam kong hindi nya ako minahal

zandr: so how about gabb?

me: lets not just talk about them..i need some space at lalo na't gusto kong umalis na sa lugar na ito...i hate this place..mas naging worst ang lahat when i cma he---

zandro: but it all reveals...nalamn mo ang lahat dahil dito...

your connected here cassandra....maybe nandito lahat ng sagot sa tanong mo...

me: wala na akong tanong...hiling meron...and its to die...