THE RED BLOOD

TAMPOROROT

after my de lima walk i go to my house..yeah my house because its only me now who lives there...

and so i just directly go to my room and burst all my tears in there...and then suddenly sleeped because of tiredness...

kung galit sya sa akin ..mas galit ako sa kanya...i trusted him and treat him as one of my family..as one of the puzzle who completes my whole life but he just called me as slut?

the F

today is Wednesday

so i kust wokep up did my daily routine and after that pumasok na ako....

manong drive reast for a while mag babakasyon daw sya kase masyado na daw syang busy...

i dont need a driver...all i need now is me....i need to learn to be lonely...

so pagpasok ko sa school naka tingin lang ako sa baba...

pag pasok ko gabb was there looking at the window....,,i  never leave some word to him and just sitted beside him..as of course we are seat mates so thats why,,..

and then pag upo ko dahil nga ako ang naka upo sa tabi ng window tumingin lang sya sa book nya ....

and then ako naman i just get my book at kunwaring nag babasa maman...

habang nag babasa ako my one eyes tried to look at him..and he was there busy reading his book...it really looks that he was angry.....

so i just countinue reading my book and because i cant take it...

me: thats it! ....im sorry okay, i slapped you....but uts because you really hurted me okay?

then tumayo na ako at lumabas na ako at diretso sa canteen .....

habang naglalakad ako...i saw zevy ....

matagal na pala kaming hindi nagkikita ni zevy i wonder why?

then after that tumakbo ako papunta sa kanya with my smile

me: hey zevy?

she was just looking down

me: hey? are you okay?

zevy: no! we are not...

me: what do you mean WE ?

zevy: i hate you sandra! i hate you  ! kinuha mo sya sa akin! i really hate you!

then she pushed me away at tumakbo na sya...

i was left here with my mouth opened sayig what happened?
,she said those un understandable lines that she throws to me and just pushed me away...

all i can feel now usy heavy heart...

parang lahat nalang ata kasalanan ko....parang ako ata ang pinaka at napaka samang tao sa mundong ito...

then i just walk towards the canteen asking myself if what wrong did i do to these people,,..

so i just bite these burger and then sip this coke....,

after eating i prefered not to attend our class bow and just to skip
....,,,....

kaya here i am...im at these rooftop again....ang tambayan ko...

im just sitting in these bench

should i apologize?  should i need to make an effort? should i?

wait!? im not this! i never did this...only the past cassandra..and im sandra not cass....! thats right! im not going to do it...but about zevy , theres something about her...i want to know it....

then suddenly while thinking someone goes up in this rooftop...maybe tambayan nya rin ito 

its was zandro  and he was drunk

zandro: hey my baby? is that  you sandra? come here

me: your drunk you need to take a rest...

zandro :i dont need anything its only you.....

gabb: so? are the two  of you are flirting?

me: fvck!

then i run nandito rin pala si gabb..biglaan ang pag dulpot nya eh....

and then nag lakad nalang ako ng mabilis...kahapon slut ansd now flirt?

parang nagkaiba ata sila 
ni zian?

no! baka yan ang true color nya!

so i just walked

me: kahapon slut ngayin fli-----

then i was shocked someone hold my hand so tight and hinila nya ako!