Butlers (Shizaya)

Butlers, What Can I Believe

Izaya's POV

I walk down the hallway to my room with Shizu-chan and occasionally our hands hit each other. I still can't believe he kissed me, actually now that I think about it, that was my first kiss.

We're almost to Shizu-chan's room, but then I hear someone yelling his name. I turn towards the voice and see Miss Varona walking toward him.

She gets close and hugs Shizu-chan then asks, "Where have you been? I'm so lonely without you."

"I've just been practicing my dancing." He answers.

"Can't you have sometime in your schedule to come and see me?" She asks, then gets even closer to Shizu-chan, if that's even possible.

I see Shizu-chan starting to tense up then answer, "W-well, I don't know it really depends on Miss Haruka."

Why is he acting like that? This is the first time I've ever seen him act like this in front of Miss Varona.

I watch as Miss Varona practically clings on to Shizu-chan and I start to feel a little awkward in this situation.

Then Shizu-chan gets my attention and says, "Izaya could you go into my room and get my things ready for bed? Also could you wait until I get there?"

"Yes Mr. Heiwajima." I say and bow.

I turn away from Shizu-chan and just before I go into his room I glance at them and see Shizu-being pulled away. And I don't know why but my heart hurts a little.

Shizuo's POV

I'm being pulled to the garden by Varona and further away from Izaya. I just want to be with Izaya and talk about our new relationship.

Though being in a relationship with someone and having a fiancé at the same time... isn't smart. I'm dragged to a spot in the garden where there's an easy view from my room.

Why would Varona take me here? This doesn't make any sense she could've taken me somewhere else.

Varona grabs the tie I have on and pulls me down to kiss her. Our lips meet and it feels different, it doesn't feel like it's anything special.

She clings onto me and pulls me closer to her, so I just go with it. Though I really don't want to kiss Varona or even marry her.

But what am I to do. Would talking to the master help or make it worse? I wish I knew what I'm supposed to do.

We part lips and then I look up at my balcony, seeing a small figure looking at us. That must be Izaya, this is probably going to be hard to explain.

Izaya's POV

I walk into Shizu-chan's bedroom and get everything ready for him then see that the balcony door is open. I go to close it and see Shizu-chan and Miss Varona down in the garden.

I step out onto the balcony to get a better view of them and see Shizu-chan kissing her. What the hell?! He shouldn't be kissing her, but he does look like he's enjoying it.

Also what am I thinking he should be kissing her. She's his fiancé and he hasn't said anything to cancel the wedding. So would that mean he doesn't really have feelings for me?

I turn away from them and close the balcony door. I guess I'm going to have to wait for Shizu-chan to get up here, since he told me to.

He has some explaining to do that's for sure, but I'm not even sure of what I can believe now.