Roses ~ Shawn Mendes Story

chapter 19

~•Mia's pov•~
It's been a week now since I've seen Shawn the last time. I live in my house now. I set the house up like I wanted it to be: cute in a vintage-ish style. I really love it!

It's evening and I'm sitting on my sofa watching tv. I zap through the tv channels looking for something I can watch, when I see something I didn't expect. Right! Today are the mtv music awards here in New York. I watch it when I suddenly see Shawn on stage. He's singing a Treat You Better / Mercy mashup. [Video from above]
It's really so good! I can feel his passion and I'm excited to see him live on tv but at the same time I sad. I still miss him and I'm still hurt. I can't deny it.
I miss his soft lips on mine and his hands touching my body. I wonder if he misses me too...

Shawn's perfomance was the last. Now the camera is on the red carpet for some interviews. Just when I decide to turn off the tv, Shawn is on the screen. But he's not alone. Camila is standing next to him.

I should have turned the tv off but I can't. I'm like mesmerized.

"Is Camila your date for today, Shawn?" the interviewer asks him. He doesn't answer.
"Yes I am!" Camila answers instead smiling up to him.
"Then, since when are you two dating?"
"Not so long actually but we've known each other for a long time." Camila is still talking and Shawn looks to the ground.
"Shawn, if I'm allowed to ask, but what happened with Mia Clark? You two seemed really happy recently."
Finally Shawn looks up and starts talking.
"Well things didn't work out I guess." He just says without showing any emotions or regret of us not being together anymore. Well, he clearly doesn't seem to miss me.

Also I can't believe he's there with Camila! He moved on so quick and I'm still sitting at home commiserating myself. I get anger at Shawn, because apparently I wasn't good enough for him; at Camila, because she stole him from me; and at myself, because I'm wretched.

I have to do something now. I pick up my phone and call my best friend.
"Hey Jason! I have to go out tonight. Wanna join?"

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20 minutes later I was ready to go. I put my hair into some soft curls, did my makeup and put on a white thight dress which was showing off my body. The back is cut out and it has long sleeves.

I'm waiting outside for Jason to pick me up. After a couple of minutes his car appears next to me. I gets out of the car and greets me by giving me a little kiss on the cheek.
"Beautiful Miss Clark are you ready to go?" He says in cocky voice looking uo and down at me.
"Do you like what you see?" I smirk.
"You look absolutley stunning in this dress. He opens my door and I get in.

I turn on the radio and one of my favourite song is playing just now. It's The Kids Aren't Alright by The Offspring.
"Chances blown. nothing's free. longing for. what used to be. still it's hard. hard to see. fragile lives. shattered dreams. GO!"
We both start jaming out to the song.

In the club I immediately order a Margerita and Jason a beer. Wow this thing runs in fast! I feel the alcohol already. I'm such a lightweight.
"Hey Jason let's go dancing!" I pull him onto the dancefloor. Calvin Harris is blasting out of the boxes. We both go wild and have so much fun together.

Then a slower song comes on. Jason's hand is on my lower back and my arms are around his neck. We move slowly to the music. We look at each others eyes.
"Mia I think I'm falling in love with you." Jason whispers in my ear. He slowly leans down. Our lips connect and begin to move in sync. His lips are so soft and warm. The kiss gets more intense but I have to remind myself that we are still in public.
"Hun, let's go home." Jason says smirking.

We drive to my house in silence. But not an awkward silence.
As soon as I close the door, Jason crashes his lips onto mine. He pushes me against the wall. His lips move down to my jaw and then to my neck leaving soft kisses everywhere. He takes a step back just for me to jump into his hands. He carries me to the counter in the kitchen without breaking the kiss. Jason is standing between my legs and takes off his shirt revealing his perfect body.

He takes off my dress and leaves me in only my lacey underwear.
"Did I ever mention how beautiful you are?" Jason says between the kisses.
"No you don't." I say out of breath.
"Well, you are the most beautiful and kind person I've ever met." He makes me blush.
"You too."

His hands go down my tights which makes me shiver. He takes a hold on my tights and lifts me up again.

Without breaking the kiss he carries me to the bedroom and lays me on the bed...

[I'm not going any further because I suck at this. But I think you can imagine what happens... ;) ]

Hello guyys!!
Here is the next chapter. I hope you had wonderful christmas!
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