chapter 20

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~•Mia's pov•~
I wake up next to Jason. I've got a horrible headache. Why did I drink so much last night? I get up and walk into the kitchen where I drink some water and take something against the headache.

Actually I can't really remember what happened last night I drank too much. But I remember what happened between Jason and me. It's not that I regret it but I just hope he doesn't misinterprets it.

"Hey babe" Jason says giving me a quick kiss in the cheek.
"Good morning"
"How do you feel?" Jason asks me.
"Horrible! I can't remember much from last night and I totally regret drinking so much."
Then there was an awkward silence. I can feel that Jason wants to say something, but I think he doesn't know how. Finally he speaks.
"Why did you want to go out yesterday? Is it because you saw Shawn and Camila on tv? I saw it also. Do you still love him?"
I look on the ground. Jason is totally right I might still love him.
"Please tell me I won't be upset. I understand." Jason takes my hands and looks deep into my eyes.
I manage to answer him.
"I was hurt because he moved on so quick and didn't even sound like he misses me when they asked him about me. He was like I was just some girl he hooked up with. And especially he was with Camila! I think I still love him. But I don't know how to stop the feeling."
"It will get easier every day and then one day you will forget it. I promise."
"Thank you, Jason. I don't know what I would do without you. I love you, best friend." He smiles and I give him a long hug.

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After breakfast Jason left. I'm glad that Jason understands me and isn't mad at me.

I decide to go to central New York to do some shopping. I put on something comfortable. Just some shorts, a shirt, a black and white flannel and some boots.

I leave the house and walk to the center of New York where the shops are

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I leave the house and walk to the center of New York where the shops are.

While walking I quickly check my twitter and find something shocking. I mean I knew that Camila was Shawn's date but I didn't know they where together that way. Somebody tweeted pictures of Shawn and Camila from yesterday. In the first picture it looks like they had a quite funny time and in the second they are actually kissing!! They where kissing in public.

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It gave me a sting in my heart and it broke my heart anew

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It gave me a sting in my heart and it broke my heart anew. I can't avert my eyes from the pictures. That's why I haven't seen the bus coming straight my way...

Sorry it's a short chapter but I wanted to leave a small cliffhanger...
also happy new year everyone! xx

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