Roses ~ Shawn Mendes Story

chapter 16

I open the door and can't believe what I'm seeing here. This can't be true...

"Shawn?" My voice is quite and shaky. He turns around.
"Oh my god, Mia. I'm so sorry. I can explain this..."
I didn't hear rest what he was saying. I am running through the corridor. Just away from here. I can't believe he did that to me. I thought he loved me but apparentely not enough to resist Camila. I hear someone running behind me.
"Mia please let me explain this" Shawn yells but I'm too fast for him. I don't no where I am right now because the building is huge. Shawn isn't following me anymore. Good.

I lean with my back against a wall and slide down. With cocked legs and my head in my hands a begin to cry. I can't believe I just ran into Camila and Shawn kissing and making out. I saw them kissing and Camila was about to take off his shirt. How I hate her for this!

My heart is broken and I'm feeling lonely and empty. I really thought he loved me and I loved him too...

After some time of crying I recover a little bit from the shock. I'm now calm and keep my emotions and feelings behind a thick wall. Nobody will know how heartbroken I am.

Finally I get up and look for my way  back to the backstage are, where all my belongings are. When I reach it I quickly pack my things and leave. Nobody notices me. Fortunately Shawn isn't here so I don't have to face him. After that I leave the building.

I end up in a club. I have to do something to get this out of my mind. As I reach the bar I order a drink. And then another one. I feel better now. Usually I don't drink but I have to loose my thoughts for this one night.

A guy appeares to my left.
"What is a such a beautiful lady doing her all alone?" he asks. He is very beautiful with dark hair and blue eyes.
"Not much I think. Just trying not to think about some things." I answer him.
"Can I buy you a drink?"
"Sure"
We talk and drink and talk and drink. Meanwhile I lost the count of how many drinks I already had. I've got a little strange feeling and everything is circulating.
"I think I have to get some fresh air. I'll be back" I mumble to the guy and leave.

Somehow I manage to reach the door to leave. I try to push it open but at the same time someone pulls it from outside and I fall on the ground. Maybe if I wasn't drunk I wouldn't have fallen. I don't have the energy to stand up yet. I just lay on the ground as I feel two strong arms picking me up and put me down on my feet.

"Oh thank you very much." I blabber.
"Mia, what are you doing here?" I look up and see Jason's blue eyes in front of me.
"Oh hey Jason!" I wave which unbalanced me. I'm about to fall again but Jason takes a hold on my arm.
"Are you drunk? And are you alone? Isn't somebody with you?" he asks worried.
"Nope just me."
"Well I'm going to bring you home and then you have to explain to me why you are at a club alone and also drunk." He signalizes to his friends that he takes me home so they can go inside. Jason takes my arms and leads me to his car.

~•Shawn's pov•~
Why have I done this?! I don't know either. I lost Mia, the love of my life. I'm such an idiot. I like Camila but not the way I like Mia. If I could only explain it to her or turn back time. Camila kind of draged me to this. She went on and on. But I'm not the angel here I could have stopped but I didn't and I actually don't even know why... It just kind of felt good.

I was looking for Mia the whole night but I couldn't find her. I hurt her and that broke my heart...

~•Mia's pov•~
Somehow Jason brought me to his apartment. I'm lying in his bed now almost asleep.
"Jason?"
"Yeah?"
"Can you lie with me and hold me? I need it right now." I ask him.
He comes over, lies next to me and puts an arm around me. I lie my head on his chest.
"Thank you for being such a good friend. I love you..." Then I fall asleep.
"I love you too more than you know." he says but I didn't hear it anymore.

~•Jason's pov•~
Mia is already asleep. I wonder what happened today. Normally she neither goes to clubs, nor she drinks. Something must have happened but I don't know what. I will ask her tomorrow. I'm worried about her.

I really like her. Maybe a little too much...

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