Only Best Friends?

Chapter 8

It's been 1 month since Shawn left. I started school, my last year. There is a new boy in our class he reminds me of Shawn. I think he likes me. He always starred at me and he text me everyday. We became good friends, he is really kind. I also continued making covers and I reached 100k followers on youtube and 200k on instagram and twitter. It's unbelievable how many lovely fans I have but of course there are always haters too. People tell me everyday that I only became "famous" because of Shawn and that I can't even sing, I should kill myself, Camila is better than me, I don't deserve Shawn etc.... It hurts of course but I tried to focus on the positive comments and my friends helped me too.

Today is Friday. I'm in the math class right now we have only 10 minutes and then we can go home that means WEEKEND! I felt a small paper ball on my face what felt down onto my exercise book. I opened it " Do you wanna hang out tomorrow?" I looked around to see who threw it and Peter winked. He is the boy who reminds me on Shawn a lil bit. I shake my head yes and smiled.

When I got home I ate a lil bit, got a shower after this I just lay on my bed and watched vampire diaries. I love Damon he is so fuckin hot he is my daddy. I wanna marry him. When I finished season 5 for the 99th time I turned my laptop off and lay in my bed in my dark room. I felt so lonely at this moment. I want to feel Shawn's arm around me and hear his voice whispering something in my ear. Anything. I decided to go to the place where we've been sometimes when we needed some times alone for us 2. It's like 30 minutes if I walk but I need to be alone outside somewhere where it reminds me of Shawn. Probably he is doing music with Camila right now in an another country.

I'm still walking but I can see the bridge. It's a place where you can see the city and bridges from the top. It's so beautiful. I just laid down and starred at the sky. After 20 minutes I looked at my phone and it was already 7pm so I decided to go home. When I stood up I could see someone. He had dark brown hairs and he was tall. I decided to go look after him.

" Excuse me " - I tapped him on his shoulders and he turned around.

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