Pain is something
I know too well
And yet
This pain
I inflicted to another
I try to find the words
To soothe the pain
But nothing comes out
Only the word sorry
I want to shout
To cry
Anything
To let it all out
But all I can do
Is whisper
The words that I know
Would only break you
Even more
"Forgive me"
Words that left my mouth
As I look at the sky
And try to stop the tears
Forgive me
For I have shattered
Your fragile heart
Forgive me
For I have let go
And left you hanging
Forgive me
But I cannot allow you
To believe in something
That is already gone
Everything was actually fine
I smiled every time
I see your name
And remembered all the things
We've talked about
I was happy
Just talking about anything
As long as it was with you
But then
Everything is already
In the past
I used to really like you
I would wait for you
So we can talk again
I would try not to be
The first one to talk
But I can't
I can't wait
To hear about everything
Now, it just hurts
To think that
We were really close
We'd even talk until our eyes tire
But because of what happened
We don't talk anymore
Nights that used to be filled
With joyful banters
Was replaced by silence
And as the distance grows
I can't help but feel
As though
We were better off as friends
My feelings that changes
As fast as
The day turns to night
Was to blame
Something that weren't meant to last
Should have stayed as nothing
I think it's safe to say
That you were better off without me
So I'm sorry
Please, don't forgive me
