Rain is falling
The angels crying
The clouds hiding
The thunder erupting
And here I am
Sitting by the window
Listening to some music
That will never feel the same
I feel nothing at all
Trying to write what it's like
But coming up with trash
Because I'm like that
And I don't make sense
'Cause I'm not sober
Drunk with the Lies
That came out of his mouth
"You're nothing
You're a waste of money
You're fat
You're trash"
And I take it all
Not letting anything go away
But people say
That it's not good
They sprout words
Words that is hard to do
But easy to say
Because they're not me
"Don't listen
You'll be fine
You can survive
He's lying
They're lying"
But it's not that easy
To turn from one opinion
To another completely different one
Because I can't
And they tell me
It's all right
We're here for you
You have us
But when the time comes
Where are they?
Living their life
Giving no care at all
And I shouldn't get angry
Because I'm not their responsibility
I'm just a person
An acquaintance of theirs
It sucks
But that's life
I have to move on
Cause that's all I can do
