We have five senses
Or so we're taught
But why is that?
I feel numb
Does it mean
I'm broken?
Damaged?
Impaired?
Beyond repair?
Or am I a trash?
A waste of space
A waste of time
My sense of sight feels deceiving
My sense of smell feels deceiving
My sense of taste feels deceiving
My sense of sound feels deceiving
Even my sense of touch feels deceiving
Ironic, isn't it?
Is it because I am being deceived?
Or am I deceiving myself?
What is numbness, really?
Is it the lack of feeling?
Or the overwhelming feeling of all the senses working at once?
I feel numb
And yet, I don't
Confusing, Isn't it?
My crappy feelings
Just like this crappy poem
