I stand here
In a room with white walls
With a window
That would let me see what is outside
But it isn't enough
For there is no door
I feel trapped
Locked inside a room
Where I am all alone
My thoughts are my only company
And yet, even they don't help at all
For the only things they bring are
Chaos
Darkness
Depression
Nothing really helps me
Even the beautiful scenery outside this window
For it only reminds me
Of what I couldn't have
If I could only
Get out of this white room
Then maybe my mind won't be deemed crazy
Then maybe I would actually grow
Grow to be someone worth redeeming
