The Walls that Keep me from you

Chapter thirteen

"Get out!"  I scream at Beau getting up, trying to slam the door on him but he pushes the door open.  Causing me to slam into the side wall.

"BEAU! LEAVE!" I say pushing him away.

"What the fuck are you doing Hope?!  I thought you were better than this!"  He yells towering over me.  Flashbacks from my dream come flooding in.

"You know Beau you're such an asshole!  I try to be nice and talk to you, but no you just act like I am a fucking ghost!"  I say trying to punch him but, he pins my arms to the wall.

"That's because you are a fucking ghost Hope!"  He spits in my face.

Moments of absolute silent pass.  I feel I light tear trickle down my face.

"...Beau do you remember me?"  I say looking him straight in the eyes.  It feels like a stare down, no blinking, no breathing, no movement what so ever.  In a blink of an eye I feel Beau's strong yet soft lips crash into mine.  Our lips don't move in sync, it's actually more of a mess.  Beau's grip around my arms tightens as our kissing gets more intense. 

I missed these lips. 

He glides his hands under my butt and lifts me up so my legs are warped around his waist.  I begin giving him love bites up and down his neck,  which makes him moan.  He walks us to my bed and drops me onto it.  He crawls on top of me.

"You don't know how much I missed you."  I say breathing into the crook of his neck.

I feel him smirk against my neck as he kisses me.  I rip off his bro tank as he slips off my shirt.  His hands explore my exposed body.  I grind my hips against his as I swap spit with him.  I find myself laying down just in my panties and sports bra, while Beau is just in his boxers.  Just as he begins to drag down my panties the door creeks open.  I freeze in my place.

Oh crap...

I hear Luke and Jai snickering.

"Hope Margarita Grande!  What on earth do you think you're doing?!"  Ariana shouts with a tone of anger.

"I-I, you wouldn't understand."  I manage to spit out.

"Well I guess you and Beau patched things up?"  Luke laughs.

"Luke, cut it out.  This is serious, Hope is only seventeen and Beau is twenty.  I don't want my little sister to lose her virginity, without being in love."

"Babe you're twenty and I just recently turned eighteen and we've done it."  Jai says trying to cut Beau and I some slack.

"Jai!  They're not in love like we are!"

"That's what you think."  I say grabbing my clothes and stomp out of the room, pushing them out of the way.

"Where are you going Hope?"

"Out."  I mumble.

I lay at the beach, listening to the seagulls squawk by.

She doesn't know what she's talking about.  She doesn't know what Beau and I had.  If I tell she'll think I am crazy and she'll think the same about Beau.

After debating telling her what happen, I decide to tell her that it was a stupid mistake.  She clearly doesn't want me with Beau and she'll won't believe me if I tell her about the dream.

I stand up brushing the sand off of me and start to walk back home.

I open the front door, hobbling inside.  My leg still is giving me troubles. 

"Where have you been baby! I was so worried!"  Ariana speeds as she hugs me tight.

"It was a stupid mistake, it will never happen again, I'm sorry."  I say hugging her back with a tear running down my cheek.

She'll never understand.