Our Heart Beats//n.h

I DON'T LOVE YOU

Niall's pov *at returning scene*

I walked up to the door. I have to do this. It's for her own good.

I inhaled quickly and reached for the handle.

Here goes nothing.

I take a deep breath and turn the knob. Inside the house is quiet. Everyone seems to be in the other room, but then I see movement from the corner of my eye.

"Niall!" It's Sam and I'm not sure what to do.

"Hi." I mutter out.

"What!? That's it?"

"Yes?" I tried to act nonchalant, but I was nervous as hell. 

She ran up to me and tightly wrapped her arms around my waist. I tightly squeezed my eyes shut. I had to refrain from hugging her back. She slowly pulled away from me.

"What's wrong?"

"Sam," I chewed his bottom lip. "We can't be together." Oh my god I can't believe I said it.

"W-what?" She quickly stepped away from me.

"I can't be wit you romantically. At all. Ever." My voice almost cracked.

"W-why?" She started to tear up and that made this ten times harder.

I took in a sharp breath and closed my eyes once more.

"Because I don't like you." I just had to do it fast and get it over with. "I never have, and never will."

"B-but you told me you loved me..." Tears started to flow from her eyes as her lips shook.

"I simply felt bad for you." I shrugged trying to keep calm.

"Oh...." She turned around and ran to the other room.

I stood there still shocked at what I had done.

'You did it for her.' the voice in my head told me. 'She night be upset now, but it's for her own good.'

"Niall!" I came back from my mind to an embrace. I wrapped my arms around the person.

"Hi, Liam." I smiled at the boy in front of me.

"Where have you been?" Harry walked to me and hugged me as well.

"I'll explain everything later, but now let's just sit down." I walked to the couch and plopped myself down.

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We had been sitting together -besides Sam- watching T.V. when I heard sobs through the floor boards.

I choked back what I knew would be an ungodly noise. I did that to her.

"Niall," Zayn looked at me. "you alright?"

"Uh- yeah." I nodded and slouched into the couch more.

I can never get this from my shoulders......ever.

I used to despise all who brought Sam pain. Now all I felt like was a hypocrite.

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As diner rolled around Sam finally came from her room. Her eyes were puffy and she looked exhausted.

I looked down.

"Hey." Liam sat down across from me.

"Hi."

"So are you gonna tell us where you were?"

"I will, but not right now." He nodded.

"Do you now what's up with Sam."

"Um no," I shouldn't lie. "I have no clue. Why?"

"Well she's been crying since you've got here."

"Oh."

All of a sudden there was a yell. I looked up and saw blood all over the counter.

It was Sam's.

My stomach started to curdle. I ran out and into the toilet.

This is my fault.

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Hey!

okay so I feel like this is just dragging on and that you guys are getting less interested. Because of that I think that I'll end this in like one or two more chapters.

I hope this wasn't too stupid.

Love You Lots

--WynterRhoads