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Justin's POV

I heard her screams, her crying and I couldn't help her. I couldn't give up everything I'd work for just right now. I wanted to help her, but I couldn't and I would've hoped that she would have fought him off. Then again who knows in all what the did to her over the week, she's probably at her weakest.

Kendrick played it smart, but I was furious with what he'd done. You don't violate a girl like that. You don't. Isolate a girl in general.

I tried to go in her room that night but Kendrick was watching my every move.

He went out for some errands so I figured the best time to go check on her was now. I walked to her room with a water bottle. I didn't knock I just walked in and locked the door behind me. She didn't even flinch a bit. She looked so done and broken. He really took the life out of her. Whatever was left of her.

"Camilla." I said sitting at her bedside and she didn't move. She just cried.

"Go away.." she whispered barely enough for me to hear.

"Camilla what happened?" I asked.

"Look around the room and you tell me." She whispered gripping onto the pillow harder and cried. What hurt me is she wasn't crying out loud. She was just silently crying really hard and that just showed how much pain she was in. I looked around the room to see things thrown on the ground, broken things, and Camilla's ripped up clothes and Kendrick's pants on the ground. I looked down and then back at her. She put up a fight even at her weakest and still lost.

I sat her up and sat on her bed and just placed her small fragile body on mine and held her. I let her cry on me while I played with her hair.

This girl definitely had an effect on me but others hurting her was starting to hurt me. I care about her and maybe a little too much now because I was furious. I couldn't do anything to help her.

"Justin.." she said gripping onto me tighter.

"Yeah?" I said looking down.

"I need a pill.." she whispered.

"I'll go get it for you." I said gently making her sit up as I stool up but she grabbed my hand.

"No.. lil I need a pill, pill." She said and I was confused. "He.. he-he came inside of me." She said bawling into tears. I was gonna kill him. I've been here for 3 years and I know everything about him. He's never toyed with anyone like this. Wait.. if I don't get her the pill she could end up pregnant with his kid.

"I'll get it for you, I won't be able to give it to you until tonight though, tomorrow the latest." I said. Then I heard a slam which meant Kendrick was back and I didn't know how to leave Camilla's room casually now.

"Camilla I need you to go along with this, okay?" I asked her and she had fear in her eyes.

"Not you too.. just kill me already." She said and my heart sunk.

"Noo.. shh. Kendrick's back and I have to act like I did something to you so I'm gonna break a couple things, I'm gonna lock this door, stay calm until I come back." I said and she nodded.

But she grabbed me before I started my little plan to leave,"Justin, I'm scared. Don't leave please." I wanted to tell her everything was okay and I would stay but with Kendrick I have no idea what could happen.

"I have to go, you know my plan. I gotta get you the pill.. I know you don't wanna end up pregnant. I'll be back as soon as I can." I said kissing her forehead to calm her down even though she flinched.

"Justin." She said as I broke things. I looked up and she spoke again,"You're good.." I knew exactly what she meant and I left her room by slamming the door.

"Damn bitch." I yelled to see Kendrick having his attention on me.

"Has she still not learned?! Should I go back I there and teach her a lesson?!" He said furious which scared me. I had to do this quick.

"I did the last of the damage. She just pisses me off. I got it boss." I said and he sat back down.

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Camilla's POV

I had thee biggest rage of all time. I felt like I was trapped in my own body. How can you be trapped this way? With yourself? With your mind? It's painful. The heartache. It can't be taken, it just hurts. It hurts more than pain hurts.

I started breaking everything left in the room. There wasn't much but I just did what I could. I was punching anything in my way. The walls, my desk, everything.

I looked at the sheets and just threw them on the ground and threw the bed against the wall for no one to come in here and hurt me. I went to the bathroom and broken the mirror as my last resort. I was staring at my reflection and I've never hated myself more than I did right now.

I heard my door open and I slammed my hand on the sink in frustration.

"Get out!" I said ready to swing but he grabbed my arm.

"Camilla it's me." Justin said holding the after pill and more water.

"I have a better idea." I said and he looked at me confused so I pushed him to the ground and ran to the balcony.

"No." He said. "Camilla!" He stood up and I warned him.

"Come any closer and I'll let go." I said going on the outside of the balcony. "All I have to do is just.. let, go." I said softly and he ran and grabbed me but I let my body go.

"Snap out of it." He said pulling me up and into my room. "Take the pill." He handed it to me and I just cried into his chest.

"What did I ever do to deserve this?" I mumbled and stubbornly took the pill.

"Drink water." He said and I shook my head no. "Drink it or I'm leaving." He said. I just stopped crying and sat up. So he did what everyone did, he left but before he could leave, I mumbled to him,"I'm gonna kill Kendrick."