A Never Ending Sorrow

Not Used To This

The car ride home was somewhat awkward. We sat quietly with some music softly playing, occasionally sharing glances. I still couldn't believe it was all a dream. But on the other hand, I was just happy he was still here. I wanted to tell him everything, but I didn't want him to think I was a creeper or something.

When we reached my house, Jayy took all of my bags, refusing to let me carry anything. We reach the top of the stairs and everything just seemed so different. From what I remembered my room was practically empty. I had taken everything because I wanted to get away from everyone, but that was all a dream. I could already tell this wasn't going to be easy.

I sat on my already made bed and I heard the water running in the bathroom. I hadn't even noticed Jayy walk in there. He came out with a towel in his hands. The beautiful figure stood before me grinning that mesmerizing grin, he held out his hand and I took it; not actually thinking, I pulled him on top of me our lips crashing together. I opened my eyes and he was wide-eyed, our lips still making contact. I pulled back, embarrassed. "I... I'm..... I'm so.... sorry Jayy. I... I....." I began to cry. I couldn't even finish my sentence. I took the towel from his hands, running into the bathroom and locking the door. I'm so fucking stupid!!

As I finished my shower I got out still soaking wet and I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were dark shade of green, dark bags hung under them. I look like total shit. I looked down realizing I've been standing on my clothes which were now soaking wet. Just great! Now I have to walk out in a towel and find clothes.

I peeked out the door no Jayy in sight. I quickly started going through my drawers grabbing socks, underwear, a bra, and a shirt. I started towards my closet for a pair of pants. As I opened the doors, I heard Jay whistle from behind me. I felt my face burning again. Stupid Jayy. Always making me blush and shit! I snatched the first pair of pants I could find and started running back towards the bathroom, shutting and locking it behind me.

I walked out of the bathroom awkwardly and finally dressed. Jayy sat on my bed, a huge smile plastered on his face. "What are you smirking at?" I hissed.

He just sat there and smiled wider. "Sit" he hummed. I did as he said, not knowing what was up his sleeve. "Stay still." He whispered as blindfold was slumped over my eyes. Despite my protest he tied it tightly and I couldn't see anything. "Don't take that off and no peeking." I heard him run down the stairs. What was he planning?

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So so sorry you guys. Please don't hate me for being gone so long. I've been going through a lot and I've been really stressed lately. I haven't really felt like writing. But I miss it and I miss all my readers. I noticed my first book made it to 2.2k! Thank you everyone!! I'm sorry this is once again so short but you guys know my style. Gotta leave the cliff hangers. In sorry for breaking my promise but I'm making you a new one. I will try my hardest to update atleast twice a week. I swear. *gives everyone a huge hug*
Thank you guys soooooo much!

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