A Never Ending Sorrow

A New Begining

Hey guys I know I haven't been writing at all it's probably been months since I last updated and I'm really sorry about that I've been going through a lot like ALOT and I just haven't felt the desire to write anymore but I think I'm going to start writing again I noticed how many reads I actually have on my first book compared to what it was before and i'm just amazed at how many people actually read my stories so I think I'm actually going to continue to write and I will update as much as possible I know I've said this 1000 times before but I mean it this time writing may be my only escape who knows but enough with my talking I will continue my story

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I woke up in an empty bed. All I could think was "don't tell me I dreamt all that too!" I sat up and looked around. "Jayy?" I whispered. But there was nothing. I slowly stood up, fearing I would fall again, and I made my way down the stairs. I smelled something delicious. Mmmmmm maple bacon. I turned into the kitchen to see the beautiful, tall figure I had hoped would be there. I wrapped my arms around his waist and just took in the scent of the wonderful mixed aroma of bacon and old spice.

"Well good morning, beautiful" his voice singing with joy. It sent shivers down my spine.

"Good morning" I whispered.

He turned around to face me and pulled me into his warm embrace. I missed this. I know it wasn't real before but it's almost as if nothing has changed. He turned back around to finish cooking so I sat at the table and just played with my hands. Soon enough there was a plate of eggs sausage and bacon in front of the both of us. We sat in silence and enjoyed our food. As soon as we were done Jayy washed our plates and he helped me up the stairs.

I sat on the bed awkwardly and just stared at my hands. All of a sudden there were hands holding my face on either side. He held my face up to his and he stared deeply into my eyes. "Are you ok, Skye?" he whispered.

"Why wouldn't I be?" I lied

"You were talking in your sleep again." he looked away. "You don't have to hide anything from me. I know I may not be the same Jayy you remember from when you were in the coma, but I think..." his voice began to wander.

"Jayy, I...." I was cut off by his soft tender lips on mine. He held my lips to his for a moment.

"I love you, Skye. Call me crazy, but I want it to be as if you never dreamt me up. I want to learn all that has happened and I just want to continue where we left off."

"Jayy, you don't even know what you.... Well the you in my dream.... put me through."

"Then tell me. I want to be yours. I'm here to help you through everything. I... I really do love you."

I closed my eyes, only for a moment, then everything was pitch black. Wait, what?

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Sorry short chapter I know, but you guys should know my style, always gotta leave a cliff hanger XD

Don't kill me!
I'll update again soon. I promise.