A Never Ending Sorrow

No, Please!

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.

What's going on? I try opening my eyes but they won't budge. This can't be happening again. I try to speak but my mouth won't even open. I hear a door creek open.

"I don't fully understand what's happened Mrs. Kilenger. Everything was fully functional when she left here. It's almost as if her brain has relapsed, putting her back into a coma. And you're sure she hasn't been doing anything strenuous since we released her?"

"No sir," it's Jayy's voice I hear answer. "I've been watching over her while Mr. And Mrs. Kilenger have been at work. I've been doing the cooking and cleaning. I won't even let her dress herself because she almost fell over the first day she was back." I could only imagine my mothers facial expression after that last statement.

"I see. And she hasn't been exposed to anything that could have been traumatic, has she?"

"Of course not. What could be traumatic enough to put her into another coma?" It was my mother's voice this time.

"I think I know." I could hear the sadness in Jayy's voice.

"What do you mean?" My mothers voice turned angry.

"Well..." he paused, "I told her how I felt about her right before she... well, blacked out..."

"And what the HELL DID YOU TELL HER JEREMY!?" my mother's voice boomed.

"Now there is no need to yell Mrs. Kilenger. Please, try and stay calm." The doctor soothed.

"I told her that I loved her..... that I wanted us to continue our lives as though she had never dreamt our whole relationship up. It was eating her away inside and I could see that. I really do love her. I didn't do this to hurt her. Doc, please tell me there's something you can do." I could tell he was crying. His voice was raspy and broken.

"I don't know Mr. Griffis. It was a miracle she even woke up the first time. I can do some more tests but I don't know when, or even if, she'll wake up again."

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER ALLOWED YOU TO STAY WITH HER! GET OUT OF HERE BEFORE I PUT YOU IN A COMA!"

"Please, Mrs. Kilenger, I don't want to have to escort you out. We have other patients here. Mr. Griffis, please follow me out into the hall for a moment." I felt his hesitation to do so. A few seconds passed and I finally heard the chair next to me slowly move. His hand brushed mine as he did as he was asked. I wish I could say something. Move. Anything! I didn't want him to go. I just wanted to go home and be in his arms....

Why do I always have to put everyone I love in so much pain....

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Sorry I know slow updates. I'm gunna continue writing now so I'll have another chapter up real soon. Thank you so much to all of you who have been so patient and stuck with me.

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