The sun sank in the western sky and so did my heart.
I would've never imagined my life being such a hell hole.
Every evening i watch the sunset and every morning i watch it rise.
Why?
Only to remind myself that when i finally start thinking my life would turn out to be something and that my misery would end ; that soon it will sink.
Probably to never rise again anymore.
I'm disturbed by own thoughts.
Prisoner by my loneliness.
Yet somehow I've managed to convince myself that I'm fine.
And that I'm better off alone.
Sometimes, i actually believe it .
In a twisted kind of way i prefer solitude.
It calms me ,helps me think.
But sometimes, it reminds me too much of the life i wish i had.
You know the one where you live happily ever after without a care.
Unfortunately, it seems that when happiness was being handes out i was at the back of the line and it finished before it was my turn.
Seems i might've gotten all the heartaches and misery and issues that were being given out.
Funny thing is i did not sign up for it.
But life just had to volunteer me. Sadly.
I got up and trudged to my room. Grabbing my laptop from the table top in the process.
I open it to find some messages from my google plus followers and some other notifications.
As i scroll down i came up on a image about some friends and shit.
"Friends huh?"i thought to myself.
Big word , small importance.
No man is an island right?
I bet the F stands for 'fake'.
Alot of fake people are in this world today.
But we all know that everyone is an hypocrite.
Bottom line you can't trust anyone because the very same ones you think have your back, are the same ones who stab you in it.
They're the same ones who hurt you as if you meant nothing to them from the beginning.
They're the same ones who smile with you when your in pain. And funny enough they are the same ones causing you the pain.
I've learned the hard way in life that you shouldn't depend on any one person much.
Why? Because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness. Wise words huh?
Trusting people set you up to get hurt.
I will never trust anyone. Never again.
At least when you're alone you never get hurt.
Just a bit tired of you're own thoughts.
I've become my own friend
I met three wonderful people who knocked some sense into me.
Their names are as follows:
ME
MYSELF
AND I.
SOUNDS WEIRD RIGHT..
BUT I'M GLAD TO SAY IVE BECOME MY OWN RIDE OR DIE.
AFTER ALL WE ALL DIE ALONE.
SO WHY NOT RIDE ALONE FOR THE TIME BEING.
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SILENT RIVERS
Teen FictionI HAVE 5 RULES. 1.DON'T TRUST PEOPLE 2.YOUR FREINDS ARE ME MYSELF AND I 3.DON'T GIVE A SHIT 4.NEVER LET ANYONE IN. 5.FORGET EVERYONE. SO I GUESS THAT'S WHY EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY, THINKS I'LL DIE LONELY. BUT I DON'T CARE.WHAT IF I WAS JUST NEVER MADE...
