Noah's Pov
I hear dishes breaking downstairs and I know my mom and Dad are at it again.
This dysfunctional family.
Sometimes i wish I was never born.
No one wants my life. Not even i do.
The baby starts crying making matters worse and i can feel the headache starting to rivet over my head.
I pack my bag with some clothes for tomorrow and call Matthew.
"Can i come over?" I asked .
"Sure", he told me," your parents at each others throats again?"
"I'm planning on running away and never coming back ", i told him after I'd reached the ground from my window.
"Hang in there", he told me," I'll come pick you up".
I wish i had wings so i could fly away. And leave the life i have now.
Go somewhere far way and never look back.
But not until JoJo is old enough where shd doesn't need cereal or diapers. Not until i can give her a happy childhood. One where she doesn't have to listen to curse words all day.
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" Party this weekend", i smiled dropping my bag on Matthew's bedroom floor.
"You have to study remember ?" Matthew reminded me.
"Fuck that shit", i groaned.
" I need to blow off some steam", i sighed," I've had a rough week."
"You keep blowing off steam and your life won't be getting any better", he warned," take it from someone who knows".
I nod my head to the music i hear playing next door.
For the past hour I've been listening to Fetty Wap, Dj Khaled, Rae Sremmund, Cash, Young Ma, Young Thug.
" I like your neighbor's music choice", i told Matthew.
" Would you be surprised if i told you my neighbors a 16 year old girl?" He chuckled.
" You're kidding me right?" I asked in disbelief.
" It's as true as the fact that you have two balls", he laughed.
" All men do", i laughed.
"Well that girl has more balls than any guy i know, even you".
"And you say this because?" I asked.
" She's tough", he told me with pity in his voice,"if you think you're life is a hell hole you should check hers".
" I have enough drama", i told him," that gives me no time to pity anyone else are listen anyone else's sob story."
" I'm sure no one gives a fuck", i told him.
My life is already a roller coaster. An unfortunate ride I've been trying to get off of for years now.
Lots of failed attempts.
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