No this is not an ivitation for anyone to see if I am okay I am fine okay so to everyone who will ask just stay doing what u do and I will do what I do to everyone who wants to here this, this is for you. I am not the best up there I do not think of myself as intelligent I feel I hold my gf back from some one who doesn't just want to follow his dreams. Or someone who just wants to run into battle to forget these dreams. I want to be a rapper but eminem was the last famous white rapper and will probably be the only one. I don't know what to do I have thought about the marines or the navy seals I need to have money to support a family I want to marry my gf and have kids together but if I don't have a career I won't bring her into my madness, I won't make her stay with me through that through me trying to achieve my goals. But yet only faling time and time again.
