Chapter 10: ...Jackson

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Jackson's POV:
I just sat there in Mark's arms curled up into a ball. I was an ugly sobbing mess.

I couldn't keep it to myself anymore. I just had to confess everything to Mark.

"Jackson..." I hear Mark whisper out. I didn't move from where I was.

I was just waiting for him to push me off of him to leave me there and then never talk to me ever again.

"Jackson," he said more sternly. This is it, this is when he pushes me, I thought to myself.

I felt him grab my arms and turn my body towards him. I just looked down, trying to prepare for the impact when I hit the ground.

"Please look at me," he said to me. I didn't though. "Dammit Jackson, why do you do this to me?" He said. I winced at his words. I just ruined everything.

"For fucks sake Jackson look at me," he said harshly and grabbed my chin with his hand. I shut my eyes tightly. I really didn't want to see his face.

Next thing I knew, I feel a pair of lips on mine. My eyes shot open. I looked to see that it was Mark who was kissing me.

I pulled away from him. "W-Why!?" I questioned him. "You wouldn't look at me. It was really hurting me watching you cry like that.

Besides I don't want some stupid girl to take my heart. She can't anyways, even if she wanted to, someone already took it.

Please don't ever say you're sorry for falling in love with me ever again. I... love you Jackson," he said as a tear slid down his face.

I was in total shock. I reached out to wipe his tear away. I kept my hand there and smiled at him.

I started to cry again, but this time happy tears. Fuck it, I thought to myself.

I crashed my lips onto his. It was a passionate and desperate kiss. I felt butterflies and electricity go throughout my body. I never wanted to leave Mark's lips.

We finally had to pull apart or we would of pass out. We placed our foreheads on each other as we tried to catch our breaths.

I kissed Mark's forehead and kept my lips there as I smiled. "God, I love you," I whispered.

He lunged towards me and pushed us down on the bed. He grabbed me by the torso and pushed his face into my shirt. I stayed there and played with his hair.

"Thank you, you've made me the happiest person in the world," I said to him softly. "Please don't thank me, just love me instead," he said muffled because his face was still in my shirt.

"I love you," I said tiredly with a smile. Having a mental breakdown can take a lot out of you. "Love you too," he said as he snuggled closer to me.

I could feel his chest slowly lifting and falling against mine. "Mine and only mine," I whispered out and kissed his forehead. I finally fell asleep that night.

AN- Sorry it took longer than I wanted it to, to update. I didn't know exactly how I wanted to write this and I still don't like it that much. So sorry for the short and shitty chapter. Hopefully the next one will be better than this one. Thanks for reading anyways my lovelies!

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