✔️What's A Soulmate? (Markson)✔️

Chapter 28: I Love You Mark

Jackson's POV:
It's been several months now since Jaebum yelled some sense into me. Ever since then I've been trying really hard to get over Mark and bettering myself.

I made sure to apologize to everyone that has been there for me and thanked them.

I've also been trying to eat more and I'm now successfully eating a healthy amount of food again.

I've even been working out as well and trying to get back into shape. It's also been helping with the pain I have in my heart and has helped me to get over Mark much easier.

Any pain or anger or anything I feel, I make sure to let it out in a more healthier way. That's why I've been working out and I've also been dancing again.

I've also been able to sleep again. I hardly have nightmares anymore that wake me up and keep me from falling back to asleep.

I've also been making sure to actually leave my house. I don't stay in bed anymore and I actually hang out with the my friends again.

I've also been showing back up to work. I'm still a little rusty, but I'll be get back into the flow soon enough. I'm even gonna re-open my dance studio again very soon.

I've missed it, I've missed it all. I've missed feeling and being happy with life. I've missed work and dancing. I've missed my friends and family a lot. I've even missed getting sleep and eating.

Thanks to my wonderful friends and family, they've helped me get back to my old self. I still have my hard days where I don't want to get out of bed, but it takes baby steps.

Jaebum has really been helping me with that and forces me out of bed to go for a walk or to go do something. I couldn't thank him and everyone else enough.

I'm finally returning to my old self and it feels amazing. I still love and miss Mark tremendously, but it has been getting easier.

It's been getting easier to move on and let him go. Maybe in the future I finally will, but as of now it's too early to say. I love life and I'm gonna do everything I can to make him proud of me.