Miss Pathetic

~8~ Twitcam fun and shit .

OMG , 300 reads ? i love you guys so freakin much!! Every single one of you =D <3 . also l, i think you understood what i am doing. Whoever comments on my chapter, i dedicate the chapter to her/him. It's a simple plan :) . anyways, i don't really have much to say, oh yeah ! i got grounded and i will not get my ipad mini next month :( !! anways, you guys enjoy!  Don't forget to comment and vote :)

Many famous people now-a-days are arrogant and air-headed. I really sometimes think, how is that even possible?

I, for instance, am still so very surprised that there are people who know who I am. Who are inspired by me. Who are there for me and want to vote for me. Sometimes, I think this is just one of those dreams.. Those false,hope-giving dreams.. I don't really know what's going on. Sometimes I feel really foreign around myself. To think this is just the beginning of X-Factor.. I am quite terrified what will happens when this ends.

I know I will be a completely changed person but I definitely know that I don't want to be the "air-headed" one. I guess I will have to wait and see, but for now I am quite shocked.

Yes, I am quite shocked RIGHT NOW.

We have about 200,000 views on our twitcam. I am really astonished. and Emily too ... Wow ... We were live now! We tried to appear good as Simon said. But.. We were in sweatpants and tank tops. I wanted to be down-to-earth and make the other viewers feel comfortable. Emily suggested to wear something more.... presentable so that's why I changed out of my bunny rabbits pajamas. Don't judge people, I bet you all have your own strange things concealed within you.

"Hey guys!" Emily waved at the screen and suddenly loads of 'hi' and "'I love you's" appeared at the side comment bar. We smiled widely. This really is helpful. It just makes us feel a bit confident that people are out there  supporting us.

"Wow, 200K views and increasing? Impressive ..Really impressive. You people are seriously the best fans ever. " I said with a genuine smile.

"I hope you vote for us in the upcoming live shows." Emily said this to the fans with her puppy dog eyes look. "We love you and we really need your support ."

"Okay, ask away your questions and dares." I said with an excited grin. Emily read one of the questions, we ignored the irrelevant ones. There were some really weird ones like: "You both make out right now" and "strip". Looks like a lot of perverts found their way to this twitcam... Stupid old pedophiles.

"Okay this one says, Pathy why is your accent so ....weird? " Emily said trying to hold her laugh but ended up chuckling. I glared at her clearly trying to make her stop but then I remembered about the fans and turned my head to smile at the screen. 

"I am British/American. I got my American accent from my parents .We lived in LA but we moved to London when I was like 3 months. So that's why I guess.." I told them and comments started appearing like "Wow ", "That's cool" and "I AM FROM L.A . PLEASE COME HERE!!"

"Okay , Emily this one's for you . How old are you ?" I asked her

"I am 18, turning 19 next month!" She announced proudly with a wink. "My best friend's birthday is next month, yay!!" I exclaimed and hugged her jokingly. She chuckled, hugged me back and then we pulled out. 'Cute' and 'Emthy' started appearing in our comment box. I guess that was our ship name. Well... I'm not sure how to feel about that. Are they joking or..?

Emily started reading another question. We ignored the questions that asked why my name was Pathetic. After some time fans figured out we weren't gonna answer that question so they stopped asking. 

"Pathy, who is your favorite female singer?" Emily asked. Thank god it wasn't  something like "favortie band" or my cover would have blown up in one second. It's not like I don't want people to know about my love for One Direction. It's just that I know there are many haters out there, and if they find out that I am a Directioner, they will definitely not support me. Also I don't want any drama in my life l. I will tell once the right time comes.